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| Picking up porn and letting go of her..... |
| 07.31.04 (9:25 am) [edit] |
[b]Friday, July 30th, 2004....[/b]
Ahhhh... friday.... not like it really matters to us anymore.... since we no longer get a normal weekend or even get to experience the happiness 5 o'clock friday brings to the masses of full time workers.... the weekend is finally here!!! You can see it on all their faces.... and this weekend is even better b'cus it's a long weekend... here in Canada... so you can see the extra excitment on their faces... well our day today started with blogging... then alot of thinking... should I?? Shouldn't I?? Should I?? Shouldn't I?? I am debating in my head if I should try one last time to contact K.... over the past week I have been really thinking about her... and I have a breif memory of a dream last night... a dream of a lingering kiss that never was... could have just been hang over from the dream the night before... oooo weee that got hot!! But this was different.... wasn't a raw attraction animal lust... it was more like a soft warm embrace.... between a girl and girl... I know it was a woman in my dream... and I was kissing her... but that all I remember is the one kiss.... everything else is a blur.... grrrr... I hate when dreams are like that.... well... my humming and hawwing over weather or not to write her is getting the best of me..... I decided to write her..... just a simple note... a "hey... are you still around? Wanna go for coffee the next time your in town?" ..... well I type it out... get the e-mail addy correct.... and hit send.... whats the worse that could happen?? She won't write back.... like the dozens of e-mails I sent before?..... Thats the worse.... isn't it?? Well I was wrong..... the worst is getting the message THIS E-MAIL ADDRESS NO LONGER EXSISTS........ that was my only way of trying to get ahold of her.... other than that e-mail address I really have no other silent ways of contacting her.... unless I decided to call the K phone number agian and not be a big chicken shit... and actually ask if K is there? but... what use is that?? She obviously has moved on.... and doesn't really think about me like I think about her... she obviously wants to not keep in touch.... so delete... bye bye to K on my msn... it's not like she has been online at all since our moment anyways... I have just kept her on my list in the hopes that one day she would come back... but I can see now... she doesn't miss me like I miss her... and I think it's time to let her go... I know I have said this before... but this time.... it's for good.... I need to let her go so that I can stop thinking about her and move on.... so no more K posts... promise..... :cry: bye bye K... I loved you more than you will ever know.... and will miss you deeply.....
Well after my small heartbreak... (it's damn hard letting go of a memory... a thought... a hope... it's draining!) I got back on the saddle and got on with my day.... today was stock day..... so picking up boxes o' porn..... that's what we do... Daddy and I own an adult store... yes... ADULT store... so whatever your thinking... we probably sell it... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... anyways.. every other friday is stock day... so off to the warehouse we go... while at the warehouse G (the lady that Daddy can't stand yet has to conduct business with... I posted about this a few weeks ago) ... anyways... G is... well I think she is a lezzie.... nothing wrong with that at all... but I think G has a bit of a fancy for me.... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... this is kinda an advantage for us... since daddy can't stand doing business with her... and she doesn't like doing business with Daddy... so.. ta da... enter me... I am now the one to deal with the G's phone calls and with the ordering... pretty much G and Daddy have no real talks anymore... he'll leave a voice mail for something... then she'll phone back and talk to me about it... which is ok... b'cus she'll actually do her job if I ask for it... some how it gets misplaced or forgotten if Daddy requests something... [i]he he he[/i]... :oops: she likey me.... a few days ago... daddy left a voice mail... so she phoned back to confirm what Daddy wanted.... and noticed a bit of a sadness to my voice... asks "and how's Amber doing today?? Keeping out of trouble.. heh heh?"... (ya.. she even had that cheesy laugh at the end... )... well I mention that I have had a shitty week... "T quit and her last day was the day before and I had to pack up all of her things only to be bawling the whole time..... and not to mention I can't get this ONE damn girl out of my head"... I wanna scream!!!! But I tell her the 'business friendly' version... "T quit... it was sad... I am kinda bummed today..." .... then she goes... "ohhh that's horrible.... poor you...." really laying it on thick.... you know like she cares about how I feel or something.... anyways... today.. she comes up to the car as the guys are loading the stock... "hey Amber... how are things?".. looking all sad and puppy dog at me.... man o man.... I have this girl whipped!! [i]ha ha ha[/i] keep in mind... might come in handy in the future... [i]he he he[/i]
Well our afternoon was like yesterdays... long and boring... this time I got to spend the majority of our shift alone.... playing nintendo.. [i]ha ha[/i] ya.. the original Nintendo.. except for the fact that I need a damn code to get any further in this game.... and I don't have the booklet... damn flea markets... so I spent most of my afternoon trying to break the code... grrr.... my afternoon was finally broken up by Daddy and his brother... after our finals hours of yapping it was home time....
Ahhh... another day another dollar..... have a good one folks....
Peace out
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| Naughty Girl |
| 07.30.04 (5:58 am) [edit] |
[b]Thursday, July 29th, 2004...[/b]
Awoke with strange feeling over me.... I felt almost as if I had... * looks side to side as if to tell a secret*.... cheated!... cheated on my hubby... with another man!! A MAN?? But not just any man... I dreamt last night that I was with Jay-Z (rap/hip hop mogul)... we got pretty hot and heavy.... smoochy and touchy feely.... ok.. I guess it would be the equivalent of two teens really going at it on the couch.... very PG rated on the brink of a R rating... [i]ha ha[/i]... anyways... I woke up... mid dream.. just when things were about to [i]really[/i] get started... damn!! Well... not really damn... b'cus I don't often dream of boys... especially not making out with boys.... but this was Jay-Z... I have always found him to be a bit sexy... I think it's his big lips!! Muwah... those lips look so big and kissable... I guess thats why I dreamt of him... which is weird... b'cus if I had my choice of man (excluding Daddy) to dream about... I would probably choose Pharrell Williams or Brad Pitt... two totally opposite types of guys... but both sexy as hell in my eyes.... but like I said... I don't dream of boys much... and I don't often remember my dreams when I do have them... so this one was worth typing out....
Apon awakening... I turn over to see Daddy's smiling face.. and memories of my dream tryst start running through my head... I always dislike it when I wake up and have had a dream that has involved another man.. I always feel so guilty.. like I was [i]really[/i] doing the things in my dream... when in reality I really have no control... usually the first question out of Daddy's mouth most mornings is ... "mornin' Baby.... how was your sleep?? what did you dream about?" ....Well last night... I dreamt about kissing a big black man :shock: [i]ha ha ha[/i].... but seriously it's not the way I like to wake up... I don't really like listening to all of Daddy's dirty deeds that he did in his dreams... even though sometimes Daddy can be a real dreamer!! It's not that I don't want to listen in on Daddy's escapades... b'cus honestly.. it's kinda hot to listen to him tell me his sexy dreams... but just not when we first get up.... I don't know why it bugs me so much first thing in the morning... :?
Well... b'cus one of us forgot to take or memory pills a few weeks ago.. we recieved a letter in the mail yesterday from Blockbuster... it turns out that we haven't returned some of the movies we rented and they are gonna charge us $150 bucks for the misplaced dvds.... ok.. I know we returned them... it was the day before our trip to BC.... two weeks ago... so.. I check my blog..[i] he he... it is good for something!![/i] I checked back to when I blogged about one of the movies we watched... which ironically is Momento... a movie about a guy who can't remember what he did 10 minutes ago and has to take pictures of everything along the way to help him remember where he is and what he is doing... I guess I should have taken a picture of the Blockbuster Video and gave it to Daddy when he was returniing the videos... b'cus they ended up getting returned to the local Roger's Video... [i]ha ha ha[/i].. silly Daddy.. he returned them to the wrong video store!! So this morning we had to drop off that stuff... luckly.. daddy got them to agree on a hefty late charge instead of the $150.... so not all is going bad today....
Our afternoon/evening was work.... we did alot of nothing today... followed by a whole bunch more nothing.... today was slow at the store..... and I was very sleepy... haven't been able to kick this 24/7 sleepy feeling I have had over me the last few weeks.... I pretty much spent most of the afternoon napping... and the rest of the day was spent watching movies or helping the occasional customer.... I was happy to see 9 o'clock hit the clock... weee.... time to go home to see who gets the boot out of the house tonight!!
Hope y'all are having an O.K. day.... until tommorow take care y'all...
Peace
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| 07.29.04 (7:12 am) [edit] |
[b]Wednesday, July 28th, 2004....[/b]
Hmmm.... what to really start with on blog today?? *scratches head* well I'll just start like I usually do...
My morning started like any... read favorite blogs.... comment if need be... and blog myself... you know.. keep y'all entertained for a few minutes in your probably desk ridden days... I hope I add many an interesting read for you all.... Well today we went to the exhibition... or K-days as everyone around here likes to call it... what it is... is pretty much a big over priced fair.... you know the grungey carni type... except it's on an actual fair grounds and not in a giant field so they can justify charging you to get in and to ride the rides.... I remember when I was a kid and you could just go to a carni and you would only have to pay to go on the rides... but I guess that wasn't K-Days... at K-Days they have an exhibit area inside where you can go get bombarded with swiffers and junk!! It's like a huge shit market... all the stuff you would see on tv except it's all right here in front of you!! And if your not one to watch the infomercials infront of your eyes.... you have the pleasure of paying way too much for lunch.... just to entertain yourself b'cus there isn't much else around there to entertian you... I think that's why most people eat.... they're bored.... we're not riders... well at least we aren't into paying 5 or more bucks a head to go on a ride that looks like it's gonna break down at any minute... thats not us.. we're not huge risk takers... and frankly... those rides look like a huge risk to take!! YUCK! I would be so pissed at myself if I wound up dead b'cus I rode some stupid carni ride that wasn't secure.... It's been one of my biggest fears since I was a kid and thought I was gonna die on a carni ride.....
* PurseJunkie's old carni memory.... [i]all people involved may or may not have been involved, scenes may require adult supervision[/i].... It was a fine day... Rozzy and I... headed out to the local carni.... we spent the whole day... and all night there... fun times.... came home... had shower together.. [i]ha ha[/i].. had to add that one in for reading pleasure... next day... Sunday... we wanna go for a few last whips around "The Zipper" (carni ride... little cages.. locked 2 people into each of them then you fly around a track)... The Zipper was our favorite ride.... and they were packing up that night... so we had to get our few last rides in!! So... in we get into the cage... and the way the cage works it there are 2 locks... one on the outside that is almost like a chain lock that you would have on your front door... and the other is a latch lock... on the actual cage itself... you can hear it click when it is closed properly... well this carni jack-off didn't close it properly... and it didn't click... that whole ride we spent screaming at the operator that the cage was open and we were holding the cage closed tight as tight can be b'cus all that was holding us in was the chain lock!! I guess the guy finally heard our pleas and finally stopped the ride for us... I think he realized that the lock wasn't fully secured.... he had a look on his face like ... 'Opps!'... I have never been on a ride since... well maybe a few rollercoasters.... but thats different... haven't been on carni rides ever since.... *
After our over priced lunch and getting bantered at by the carni workers.... " Come on and win your girl a teddybear!!"... "Don't you want to impress her for life?? Win her a bear!"... blah blah blah... they yell at your as you pass by... I'm sure they would say different things if I was by myself... but I am glad I am not... I wouldn't want to lose my mouth on a carni... I can be a bit too viscious with words at times.... of course I had to get some carni junk food... I opted for an Elephant Ear this time around.. I'm usually a mini doughnut girl... but the Elephant Ear was great... huge.. but great... a swing by the petting zoo... awe.. look at all the cute babies... goats... chickens... even a wallaby!! Sorry y'all didn't have my digi.... after the zoo.... it was off back to the car... not much else to do at the fair if your not into the rides... and frankly.... we've already spent 50 or more bucks and the enterainment has been meh!! So we're outta here.....
Well today was it.... our employee's last day.... we switched up the shifts today... she worked until 6.... normally we work until 1 and she works to 9... but today was different... she had to go.... it was sad... I didn't think we would really care that much... b'cus after all... she is just an employee... we didn't really talk a tonne.... but I do know that she is going through some really tough shit right now and she has to go..... so with that being said we wanted to do something nice for her... but we didn't know what to do... and the hours leading up to us having to go to the store we tried to find her something as a token of our thanks.... we couldn't find anything.. grrr... so we opted for the nothing route.. seems so cold... well.. when we showed up there she was she looked so sad and almost like she wanted to talk about something .... we didn't have the proper paper work at the time to finish her seperation papers... so she will have to come back on Tuesday to pick that stuff up... so we will see her again.... but when she left tonight.... you could tell she was on the brink of tears.... and you could hear it in her voice that she was cracking up..... as she walked out the door.... I shed a little tear for her.... good-bye T..... it was nice working with you.....
The rest of our night was spent in silence.... I was quiet out of I guess sadness... I feel almost as if I have been dumped... or someone has died... it's bizarre... no it's not bizarre... it's just me and my sympathetic heart of mine.. I feel for everyone.. and how could I not care about someone that has been in my life for the last 4 years?... even if she was only as my employee... I still do care.... Daddy I can tell is quiet for different reasons... I think he is also upset and sad about T leaving... but I think he is also mad at himself b'cus we didn't do something more for her when she left... all we really said was "Thanks... and take-care"..... I think we're gonna try to get something togther over the weekend to give her on Tuesday... what to get a late 40's something lady??
well I am off to conger up gift ideas.... until tommorow ... take care y'all
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| Tri-Marriage?? |
| 07.28.04 (7:43 am) [edit] |
[b]Tuesday, July 27th, 2004.....[/b]
I am sure that many of the people that have stumbled across my blog today will be here b'cus of my interesting blog topic today... well I have to say to them.. [i]read on[/i]... if you wanna read all my babble and shit about my day to see how this interesting topic came across my mind today feel free... and to all my every dayers... this one might turn into another long 'un as CP likes to call 'em... [i]ha ha ha[/i]
Well... our day.. back to normal.. back to plain.... everyday.... life.... we are really starting to hate it here... everywhere seems less bright.. I guess the word would be DULL.... from our street to the most reviving parts of town. It is rainy today... I don't wanna do shit... and Daddy is climbing the walls... he knows... [i]I know too.. but I am in denial[/i]... tommmorow night is it!! We will be at work every day... EVERY DAY... and I think he is trying to get the best out of last day off... but for me.. it is a shitty day and I am not in the mood to get all dolled up to go out.... he wants to go to K-days.... or just out in general.... well.. after many hours of doddling.... and whining about having to get ready...[i] ha ha ha[/i].. we ended up agreeing on take-out and a movie... [b][i]at home[/i][/b]... so all I got to do is throw on some clothes... *note: in case you didn't know or aren't a 'proffesional doddler' and are trying to learn how to be... do everything... abosultely everything nakid... or parcialy dressed... I gaurantee this will add time to any situation when wanting to dely it longer... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... just a secret tip for y'all out there :wink:...
okay... the drive was great... it did feel good to get out... Daddy was right. Like every drive around town or country.... we listened to the radio.. perferably talk radio (you know the news type)... Daddy's fav... now starting to be one of mine?? :? ?? What's that?? *shakes head* Anyways... today's topic on the talk show is gay marriage (actually it was about a gay couple that was married and now wants a divorce...) .... gay marriage ended up being the mian focus of the show... now this isn't an issue for us.. we are both for people's free rights... but of course others don't quite have the same views... so they start calling in.. ranting and bitching... some have very good points.. they're are very level headed and you can appreciate what they have to contribute to the convorsation.... for example one gentlement called in and started to ask a question/make a point by asking or commenting about bi-sexuals... and their rights.. b'cus he is bi-sexual (or [i]'let's just say'[/i]... he said) .... wouldn't they have a right to marry a man and a woman b'cus of their sexual nature and preference??... would it not be refusing them their rights if the government doesn't acknowledge their second marriages?? ...... Now this is a very interesting convo for me... b'cus I myself am bi-sexual and yes... if my hubby and I were to find the right girl and fall in love... we would want to commit for life... if she wanted to too... anyways... this is something that has been a thought and I have never really heard anyone ever bring it up... but this man has!! Key word... MAN.... I guess Daddy and I ... aren't the only ones that have this personal life preference either... I always thought we were a bit different.... all we have met are either married couples or swingers :? .... or single and looking for the opposite sex... and the thought of dating a couple is bizzarre... there isn't many girls or guys out there that would see the advantages of dating a couple... unless they themselves are bi-sexual... let alone see the comfort and the stablity of a tri-marriage... but this man on the radio was talking about it... and bringing it to everyones attention... very interesting to hear on the radio!!.... Kinda related... but also brings kinda a visual attention to the tri-marriage... or tri-relationship... does any one watch the Showtime tv program called "Trailer Park Boys"?? This show has a girl.. that is dating two guys.... Sarah, Cory and Trevor.... and they're all gonna get married... [i]ha ha ha[/i].. too funny.. if your a fan of the show.. but also interesting.... tri-relationship... right in front of our tv viewing eyes!!
Well... the rest of our day was well... boring... we sat around.. watched a few movies... and had a nap or two... I'm so damn lazy today... but I did manage to stay up late enough to watch my reality tv programs.... ahhh... back home... sooo... normal!!
Well... I'm gonna try to drum up some action to report for y'all tommorow... peace out y'all... have a good one!
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| 07.27.04 (8:33 am) [edit] |
A brief summary of my weekend....
[b]July 22nd to July 26th, 2004.....[/b]
Eie yie yie!! This has been one hell of a rollar coaster for me these last few days... I have enjoyed myself emensly and have also found myself depressed and on the brink of tears... but all for good reason!! Don't shed any sad tears for me... it's just the feelings of being an emotional woman... I tend to be really in touch with my feelings... and lately they have been taking their toll.... anyways... we'll get to that... so in case you didn't catch my last post... which was mid-vacay... I have been away for a few days... well almost a week!! Geesh!
Our vacay started in Sicamous... Canada's Houseboating Capital!! Whoopee!! Big deal... this place is a tiny little town with a bunch of rowdy arseholes from the next province over that come here to party!!... The next province over... happens to be where we come from... Alberta plates on almost every car there... the town is being bought up by the Albertians... I guess this is a [i]Oh well [/i]sorta thing....[i] at least their not being bought up by the Americans[/i]... right?? I still think it's almost the same thing... American.. Albertian .... they're the same thing if they both disrespect the locals and the land.... right?? Being here in this little town is sad... I feel bad for the locals who are losing their properties to big houseboat companies and their parking lots.... or they are losing their properties to new condo buildings with georgeous pools and lake views that they can never experience b'cus they can't afford it!! Soon this town won't have any lakefront left that isn't owned.... isn't that sad?? The reason this is all broght to my attention isn't just the fact that we are looking at property in the area... but b'cus in less than a year two of the local waterfront homes in the town have been bought and one has already been ripped down and they are now building a new condo building..... and the other house is slated to become a new parking lot!!! As they say.... "they paved paradise and put up a parking lot..."
The next few days were a mash of visiting.... I managed to visit my father's foster parents.... I haven't seen these two in years.... I would have to say it's been at least 9 or more years since I have.... we took a drive out in the sunny warm Okanogan to visit them.... they are still the same great people they were back then.... just older now... but so am I!! I'm not exactly the same 16 year old they remember... all grown up and married and well I'm not gonna be modest... I have become an attractive woman.. and I think it throws most of my family off.... not that they expected me to be an ugly duck for life... but I had alot of akward moments growing up.... and seeing me now is a shock if not a pleasure for them... it was great to see them... and with the exchanging of e-mails we can now really keep in touch for good!! Ahh... the beauty of technology....
Other than the visit with my Father's foster parents..... we mostly spent our time in the sunny and very warm city of Kelowna!! Now this is the place I grew up... lakes.. sun... the smell of tanning lotion on everyone.... ahhh... this is home!! I miss it here... my hubby too... this is where we met... 11 years ago.... he being 16 ... just moved here from Alberta... the new guy in school... a little hottie driving his convertable around.. looking all hot.... ya.. he was a catch for a girl like me.... I wasn't exactly the 'hottie' guy type of material... you know... rich boy... poor girl... the typical romance comedy act... well we made it.... 11 years later... alot of love, hate, tears... and drama.... but I will tell you this.... we are stronger and even more in love today than we can ever remember being in the earlier days of us... you know those first few months of devoted blind love?? Ha ha ha... ya... we all know it.... well being here brings alot of good memories back.... and being with Rozzy and remembering the old times is great.... we spent the saturday in the yard... you can read my post about it... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... after our day of chores in the yard.... we all went for a night swim!! Ahhh..... a 20 minute drive to the beach... dinner and drinks by shore.... just the four of us... [i]oh and the doggy[/i]... all of us..... swimming... laughing... splashing... man oh man I miss living by a lake... I miss the warm weather... I never wanted to leave the lake... the next day was beach day!! No exceptions!! We all got up early... and headed out to the beach... Kalamalka Lake... to any one who lives in the area they know this lake is georgeous.... it changes colors with the weather... it looks like a tropical sea it is so aqua blue!! Rozzy and I spent the day floating and yapping .... while the boys killed time getting beer and doddling around town.... I don't think they were really into the lounging that us girls were into getting that day... it was great... we caught up.... I miss her... I miss having my friend.... I miss having friends in general!! If it wasn't for my hubby and kitties I would be a very lonely girl... b'cus of them I am not... I have three of my bestest friends with me all the time... and my numoro uno amigo is with me every momento of my life... and I love him for that... and he loves me for letting him be there.... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... you may now be wondering what that means... it means we are together 24/7... and my hubby finds himself to be irritating to himself... so he thinks it must be much worse to be me... cus I am stuck with him... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I don't feel like I am stuck with him at all!! If anything I sometimes feel like he is stuck with me!! [i]Ha ha ha[/i]... we were ment to be... I don't think anyone other than ourselves could stand the amount of dependance we have on each other... he is my everything.....
Well... after our weekend of swimming, burning and enjoying ourselves we had a long drive home... this is always the hardest part of the trip... I always get so over run with emotion.... first there is the emotion of having to come home in general.... then there is the realization that I have left my babies alone for days!!... I start to feel guilty for our pleasure... Daddy naver wants to leave the kitties... if he had it his way we wouldn't go anywhere... everyone would have to come to us... or we would go for day trips.... but... when your driving for 8 hours to and from you kinda have to stay a few days to make it worth it.. right?? Well I am starting to feel the tears swell in my eyes.... I can feel the lump in my throat... now I am not often a big whiner... but my Mom was watching my kitties and she msn'd me sunday morning and mentioned that our little kitty Tawnie was sitting in the front window that morning when she came by and he looked as if he was waiting for us.... he looked sad and lonely.... she said... that did it for me... all I could think of was my poor baby kitty's sad face in the window.... all day on sunday... we decided we had to hit the road Monday morning.... our drive was long... and when the drives are long... my mind mulls... and mulls... and lately it has been on one thing... well I do think about normal everyday stuff... but I only have one real pineing sensation... one 'what if' moment that is seared into my mind... and listening to music that is singing about the same thing makes it harder to realize the deepth of your thoughts.... if you wanna pine for a girl... or even listen to a great disk.... pick up Maroon5 Songs About Jane.... great disk.... very moving..... kinda a Dave Matthews Band feel... but more up beat... and the lead singer that sounds alot like the lead singer of Jamiroquai... very bluesy... tone to his voice... like I said... it's a great disk.... a change from my normal hip hop flava I usually roll with.... but some days you don't wanna hear about bitches and hoes... you kinda wanna listen to something a little more subdued.... cus not every girl is a bitoch or a hoe!! And for us we wanna pine for our girl.... and she ain't no bitch or hoe.... at least not in our minds...
After our very long drive and anticipated kitty overload when we got home ... which we recieved imeadiately apon arrival.... we spent the night catching up with our kitties... listening to their meows... this time they don't seem to be so irratating to me today.... I must have missed the buggers!!
Well I'm off to enjoy my day off before we're back to the store.... for good.... boo... doesn't it suck to have your only employee quit!! I hope you are all having a great day... and if you got a kitty... give em a kiss.... he probably misses you when your not around...... until tommorow....
peace y'all
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| 07.24.04 (8:53 am) [edit] |
[b]Saturday, July 24th, 2004.....[/b]
Well in case you haven't noticed... I kinda blogged and dropped off for a few days.... well after my super long blog the other day... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... (thanx for the comment about the length of my blogs CP... got blog envy?? [i]ha ha ha[/i]... oh mineza's soo bigga!!) I do tend to ramble and get wordey somedays... but I only do it to get my thoughts out... honestly!... or maybe I just like reading myself.... [i]ha ha ha ha [/i].... I have heard from family members and friends all my life growing up..... "do you talk so much b'cus you like to listen to yourself?"... so I have always been a wordy one... [i]he he[/i]...
So I suppose you are wondering... where I have been... or at least I wonder were my daily bloggers are if they don't blog daily...[i]ha ha ha[/i]... you all know how much I love to read your blogs!!... So you're probably all thinking... did she commit herself into a ward?? She sounded pretty wreacked up over K... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... no... I didn't admit myself for some mental help... no.. Daddy came home.. well actually called me from the store on Wednesday... "you all packed up?"... what?? Am I all packed up?? I thought our employee wasn't working??... well I guess she came in on Wednesday and told Daddy to take this weekend off... great!!... So up until Wednesday we're on our final freedom tour... before we're strapped down to the store full time... we ended up driving to BC Wednesday night.... that was wednesday...
Since then we have ventured all over this region looking for properties and new locations to re-open or move our store here... we have fallin in love with the climate all over again.... I grew up here... I am a BC girl I lived in the warm sunny okanagan all my early years... summers growing up eating fresh fruit and swimming in warm fresh water lakes... just the ambiance of BC makes it feel like your experiencing some sort of summer... where we live up in the freezing north of Alberta... blah!! It's no comparison..
We're spending the next few day at my best freiends place ... last night with my best friend... her doggy and her guy... was great!! It is always fun to sit around and drink a few.... smoke a few and laugh a bunch!!... I don't know how often many of my readers or if any of you still keep in touch with your very first best friend... but I still see mine... we have been best friends since grade 5.... we used to get into alot of shit... and still do.. [i]ha ha ha[/i]... well all night was pretty much rehashing and yapping about all the good times... well all the times that were fun for us but might look a bit suspect to others.. [i]ha ha ha[/i].. like for example... we used to shower together... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I could only imagine what her mom was thinking some days... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... all she hears is her daughter in the shower ... then she hears her daughter in the shower with her best friend!! [i]Ha ha ha[/i]... I shoulda known then I liked the girlies... [i]he he he[/i] :wink: or the time we called a cab company to our place and then slam doors, bang pots & pans around, and screamed and yelled at each other to see how long the cabbie would stay... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... we only did this once... called a cab to our place... and the cabbie hung around for a good 20 minutes... I think he finally gave up on waiting... what I am surprised about now... is that the cabbie never called the police... I would think that if you heard a rip roarin' disturbance inside a house... you might be a bit concerned... it's a good thing he didn't ... how would we have explained that one to the cops??
Well it's saturday morning and things are kinda crazy around here... the guys are doing some around the house things... Rozzy had to work :( ... and I got the chore of staining the deck!!... Weee... painting!! Gonna get my tan on today!! It's supposed to be 39 today!! Well I should get a move on otherwise I'm gonna be the housemate to get the boot out of the house this weekend!! [i]Ha ha ha[/i]... ah... good old reality tv.....
I hope you all are having a good start to your weekends... and I will blog y'all when I get the time or when I get back home!! Happy bloggin' y'all..... take care...
Peace
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| 07.21.04 (8:39 am) [edit] |
[b]Tuesday, July 20th, 2004.....[/b]
This day has got to have been one of the most stressfull and shittiest days I have had in awhile.... only 2 other hell days stack up to this one in comparison... but this blog is about today... and today was a doozie.... well first off our morning started like normal.... actually better than normal... there was no mad rush of getting out the door... b'cus everything is so scheduled to a tee that you can't miss a beat... if you do you'll have hell to pay!!.... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... no but seriously I work like a well oiled machine... I get up and go... I have set amount of time for each daily morning event.... I think that's why I sometimes get so cranky... I plan [b][i]too[/i][/b] much.... old work trait I guess.... I really used to be an over achiever... a real go-getter... so now that I don't work I kinda tend to slip into my doddle tendencies... so I got to plan my mornings... like I was saying... this morning was better than most mornings... we had time to roll around in bed and play with our kitties... did our hour of cardio... we even went tanning this morning... ahhh... what a nice day... today was forcasted as being an overcasted with scattered showers kinda day... but it seems that the clouds have cleared ... which is great... b'cus we have plans to go to the zoo this afternoon with my Mom.... this day was looking good....
Well... when we got home and I started to get all bloggy minded and thinking about what my day was like the previous day and what to call my blog... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... do any of you do that?? Think about what to write a blog about??... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I do... I used to do this too with my journal... I would think about my most important things I wanted to remember about that day... and how I was really thinking and feeling... the only problem is... I lost interest in my journal... I guess stumbling around half asleep before bed to enter a journal entry everyday wasn't working for me... and I was working full time so definately no time between the hours of 7am-9pm... and who really wants to write more when they have been working all day?.... my journal turned out to just be a bitch fest of everyone I was working with!! Blah... so I stopped using that journal... anyways way off topic.... after getting all cleaned up it was time to blog!! Yeah... well I hop online to see that tblog isn't letting me on.... I get one of those random search sights... you know... grrrr.... then I go to one of my other websites to check on my messages... that site worked... so I thought I would try tblog again.... nope... still the same damn search page... double grrr.... so now I am kinda pissed... cus I got plans this afternoon and I wanted to blog this morning... while I had time... well Daddy headed out to go and pick up the other vehicle... for our trip tommorow... and I stayed behind to confirm plans with my mom and to blog... well I got all my plans confirmed... but no tblog... why?? why does this damn search screen keep coming up??.... well I decide I'm gonna run my virus and spybot detectors.... we have Kazaa on our system... and that progam always boggs us up with a bunch of spyware and cookie shit... so you have to check this shit out every so often....
well... while that's doing that I sat around and started to think... think about.... [b][i]her[/i][/b].... you know.... if you don't we'll refer to her as K.... well.... K is a girl that was someone I thought could be a really special friend to myself and a special part of my realtionship.... we had hours of convos online and spent one great week of chatting and getting to know each other.... I would think that chatting with someone for almost 52 hours [i](almost 3 straight days)[/i] that you would kinda start to know them... especially if you have only been chatting for 7 days.... well I fell for her.... Daddy did too... and she claimed to have fallen for us... and we were all gonna be great friends... well great!... she knows what we look like... we have a web cam and we cammed everyday with her... but she didn't have one... and where she lived was a small mountian town with no computer stores... so whatever... I bought it... I didn't really care... I liked the way she typed... I liked who she was from what she said and the pictures I did have of her.... now... I don't want you all to stop and start thinking now... "woh.. ok... they had dirty chats and cammed all week.. woopee!!"... it was nothing like that!! We spent the week chatting about everything from hair products.... to favorite fabric softeners... to well... I guess the serious stuff too... but never nakid.. nasty only sexual chat was ever the agenda!!... it wasn't on line sex!! well... our online love affair ended almost a week to the day we all met... she supposedly had hurt herself the previous weekend on the ski slopes... so she had to get knee surgery... but her family lived out of provence... so she went to Saskie to get fixed up.... on her way back through our city... she wanted to meet us and spend a few days with us to get to know us better..... well we made all these arrangements... we were so stoked... then.. [b]boom[/b]... she never called.... and when I went to meet her [i](by surprise) [/i]at the airport.... there was noone that even looked like her pictures.... she was never online again and never wrote back to any of my 'are you ok??" e-mails... they atrted coming back to me as blocked e-mail... soooo after that day I always wondered.... what happened to K?? Was she real... was she fake... was she a hoax?? Some evil person playing some prank on me?? I became very paranoid and still am some days... I wonder if she is someone I know.... that was fucking with my head....?? I look into K every now and then... like for example... I looked up certain things she mentioned in her chats... like a Chinese Restuarant in the town she lives in.... I looked it up in the online directory.... or the clubs she goes to or even her number.... I never did ask her for it... she had ours... she had every possible way to contact us... and she didn't.... I never asked her for hers... b'cus I thought she was for real.... well... that was a huge let down when she didn't call.... well there is a "K" that lives in her town.... same last name and the address seems to appear correct... it looks like a condo addy and she lived in a condo... but.... is she real?? I decided to call this K... a guy picked up on the other line and I sheepishly said "oh sorry... got the wrong number...bye..." click.... I completely pussed out!! I didn't even have enough guts to say... "hi is K there?" Just to find out if it is her number or not... just to maybe silence these thoughts in my mind... maybe if I could just know if she was real or not I could put this all to rest... it's like you have a strong emotional connection with someone from the second you meet... wheather it be online or face to face.... I think people can just get a vibe... well... some people are wolves in sheep's clothing... or they are the real thing.... and you've just let them slip through your hands..... b'cus you didn't try hard enough.... well I have tried my hardest with this girl... and I still don't know what to believe... but all I do know is this... if she is real.... and she misses us like we miss her.... she will come back someday.... either that or I should go get a good shrink... [i]ha ha ha[/i]....
My afternoon was great... we went to the zoo... looked at all the animals... again.. [i]ha ha ha[/i]... we love animals we bought passes for the zoo here ... so we can go whenever we want... well this is what I saw this time....
[b]I saw a big fat porcupine eat an artichoke..... awe.. ain't she cute??[/b]
[b]and I saw a baby monkey!!... See him?? That's him there on his mommy's back... [/b]
she was a mover it was hard to get a good shot... sorry y'all...
ya... there was another baby there too... but their mommy was very protective.... all I could see was it's tail (the baby Lemurs tail)...... the day was nice out and we didn't get rained on... so I can't really complain....
Well we got home and my virus checkers are all done... I have a big huge VIRUS ALERT screen on my computer... ahhh great!! Just what I need now... a fucking virus on my computer.... why do I purchase all these expensive 'save my computer from hackers and virus and stuff' products if none of them seem to work?? Well all it was, was a spybot (?) that was attached to my something or other and it doesn't do any damage...it pretty much just watches what I am doing... probably got it from Kazaa... damn free program.. I should buck up the bucks and get their no ad version... I would probably not get all this shit on here no more... anyways... Norton said it doesn't ruin any files or e-mails it's self to anyone on my list... so no worries anyone!! I didn't infect you... but I do suggest running your virus checker or adware removers.... it will prevent youself from being survailled... who knows what info the virus could have got if we didn't find it right away... so after I dumped all the icky shit and discovered I had gotten rid of the bad guy.... I went through my files.... to get rid of all my junk... well then again... as I am clicking through all my recieved files... I come across K..... all her pics she sent me... do I ditch these??? I dunno.....
Well... our night turned out for the worse... Daddy phoned his employee to ask her if she would mind covering the all day shift on Thursday... b'cus we wanted to hit the road for BC tommorow afternoon after our shift... well that's when she informed him that she is giving her notice and she needs this weekend off to move out of her place in the city to her mom's place way out of town... so she can't work for us anymore.... well this is great!! [i]Can you tell my sarcasim?? ha ha ha...[/i] well it is a good thing.. we will make more money at the store... but there is a bad side... we will have to work everyday.. all day... that kinda sucks... so that means no more trips to visit anyone... or worse... this winter we don't get to go on our honeymoon... boo... but oh well... when you're the boss... you gotta do it... and we don't really know how much longer we're gonna be in this business... so we look at it as... why not work fulltime... get as much as we can and when our contract is up with the francise... we'll move somewhere different and start a new company... that is next yr..... our 5 yrs. with the francise is up next yr... so we'll have a year to figure out where we wanna plant ourselves... but I don't think we'll be replacing our employee anytime soon... looks like more of my blogs are gonna be about work work and more work.... yea!! fun stuff... ya right... [i]ha ha ha....[/i]
Well... I had an exhausting day... I have a splitting headache.... hopefully yours went better... until tommorow take care y'all....
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.20.04 (4:56 pm) [edit] |
[b]Monday, July 19th, 2004....[/b]
[i]*side note:... Way late blog entery today... got way laid up this morning... grrrr.... you'll read about it tommorow....*[/i]
Grrrr..... damn weekends get to me everytime.... yesterday I laze around... Saturday I enjoy a BBQ with the fam... and bam!!.... Monday morning I am back up to the same weight I was when I started all this hub bub about losing all this damn weight anyways!! I feel like I have kidded myself this whole week of eating only sushi and miso soup everynight for a whole week when I could have been eating my burgers and candy like I usually do and still be the same damn weight!! It really pisses me off that I have to do so much cardio and calorie counting every damn day just to be a weight were you feel happy at.... now I am not over weight... but me myself know that I have a few [i](10-15)[/i] lbs. on me... I feel self concious of it all the time... even half my wardrobe doesn't fit me anymore.... now that starts to piss me off b'cus I really worked hard to have a nice body ... and I try to everyday... but I guess I just have to put in more... and not miss a day!! Or a day on the diet!! So today I put in my hour.... I sweated like a pig!! Gross... too much info... sorry y'all!! [i]Ha ha ha ha[/i] Weight today.... yep you geussed it... 139... exactly where I was at last week.... Grrrrr.....
Work this afternoon was average.... we did alright in the sales department.... and things where fairly steady... so thats always good... it helps speed up the afternoon... especially when Daddy is out getting his hairs did... [i]he he he....[/i]
After work we had to swing by Daddy's parent's place... we mentioned that we were thinking about heading out of town this weekend.... and Daddy's daddy offered to lend us his car... and since my baby.... has no cruisecontrol or air conditioning Daddy of course snapped up the opportunity.... after settleing Daddy's beef's with Charlie's inefficencies... [i]oh.. Charlie = my car[/i]... and how great the other car was.... Daddy's dad offered us the opportunity to purchase his vehicle [i](which Daddy loves to bits)[/i] for a very good price.... so we might be selling Charlie for a new vehicle.... awe... bye bye Charlie....
Well after our talks in the car about the new deal on our laps and our talks of driving ventures we headed home.... to the warm confines of our house and television... ahhh... feels great to be home!!!
Well hope your all having a nice relaxing evening... take care y'all.... peace...
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.19.04 (7:50 am) [edit] |
[b]Sunday, July 18th, 2004....[/b]
Sundays are usually a boring day.... and today was no exception... it's been hot... really hot here and the heat in the mornings is almost unbareable... all you really want to do is take off all your clothes and lie buck ass nikid and have a fan blow on you all day while you spray misted water into the fans path... ahhh.... cool mist... now if only I could some how rigg this spray to spray every 2 minutes with out me holding it.... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... we should just hop on a plane and jet off to Vegas to lie in the shade with the misters by their pools there.... now thats the life....
Well our morning didn't start like the rest of the week's mornings have.... Daddy hasn't been sleeping well lately... as if the heat hasn't been enough... our little kitty has been extra lovey with Daddy lately... so from the moment we hit the sheets to the moments until we wake up the little kitty is loving and purring and kissing on Daddy all night...so for the last few nights Daddy has maybe managed to get 2-4 hours sleeps... thanx to Tawnie.... so this morning he was still sleeping at 7.... so I let him peacfully sleep while I blogged and looked online for a new baby!!
A new baby?... you say...... ya I have been bit by the doggie bug... lately all I can think about is weenie dogs!! So all morning I was searching the humane society webpages.... looking at all the cute little weenie dogs for adoption.... look at this girl.....
ain't she a cutie??
her name is Paris.... I thought she looked like a doll.... but Paris is far far away from me... she is in a humane society in California... awe... too bad.... otherwise I just night have run down to the society and pick her up!! I have been bit by the doggie bug b'cus lately I have been wanting something more to fill my days... I am 'retired'... ha ha ha... as I like to say... well I don't have to work... so I don't... and we pretty much just have the store to manage and that runs itself pretty much .... well we have an emoployee that works most of the time... so we don't have to be there all the time... and on our off time I find ourselves not really doing much... well it could be the heat lately... or the fact that we don't like overly populated areas.... so we tend to just stick around the house or go for bike rides or long walks... perfect for a doggie... right?? Well I can't seem to convince Daddy of all this little doggie hub bub... he's not taking the bait... and I don't blame him... he knows... I'm not good at pooie duties... so Daddy would be the pooper scooper.... and I can be a little one track minded... this week could be a weenie dog... next week a new house!! I change my mind sometimes... I think I just need a project... and honestly I thought maybe a dog would put some schedule into my daily routines.... give me a reason to get up... other than my damn thunder thighs!! [i]Ha ha ha....[/i]
Well... this afternoon I was a lazy shit... and I even did some damage to all my great eating and work out habits... b'cus I did absolutly nothing in the means of cardio today.... and I ate all damn day I think I'll be weighing in more than I started at!! God damn it!! Why can't food be icky??
Well that was my lazy day.... hopefully you all had a great weekend.... until tommorow ... take care y'all and think of me when you see that cute weenie dog walking down the street... [i]he he he[/i]
Peace out....
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.18.04 (8:35 am) [edit] |
[b]Saturday, July 17th, 2004....[/b]
Howdy!! Ahhh.... a change of pace from my usual... 'Today we.... blah blah blah'.... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I like to sometimes point out annoying little things I do... this is all thanx to a test well I wouldn't really say it was a test... bad choice of words... it was more like a riddle... a game.. I just recently did... (the 'meme' thingy) it was really just a sequence of things you had to do... it helped kill my afternoon... but anyways... when I was going through my blogs I noticed.... I start my blogs and end them the exact same way everyday!! Now I do do some of that on purpose... (*side note... I used [b]do do[/b] in a sentence... [i]he he he he[/i]).... I do put the date... b'cus everyday I type... I am actually typing yesterdays news... so this morning (sunday morning) I am typing about my whole day Saturday... so that's why I start with the day and date.... but that's no reason why I have to bore all my bloggie readers with my technical.... 'Today I... blah blah blah'..... at the beginning... I could at least try to spice it up for y'all.... ok... so here we go.....
On this Saturday morning... we decided... well actually the fact that we forgot to wash our gym strip made us decide to go for a bike ride... I haven't been on my bike for a few days... maybe a bit over a week... well I know we haven't been biking since the huge storms we have been having here... last weekend there was a freak flash flood storm with hail and rain and snow... it was completely freak... but our weather is weird like that all the time... we have downpour rain storm almost every night lately... when the temps are hot the storms roll in at night... it's kinda cool to listen to and watch... every night there is a huge thunder and lightining show... and all you can hear is a hard rain on your roof.... and you thank god that it is raining b'cus your roof was so hot it could probably cook an egg.... anyways... I kinda got off topic... eggs roofs... blah.. we started about my bike... so... we went for a bike to get our cardio in ... instead of the gym... so today I have no weight to report... bummer... I kinda like having results to post... oh well... I'm sure I'm the only one that really cares anyways... [i]ha ha ha[/i]...
Well after our bike... we pretty much hung around the house for most of the morning... b'cus it was already 21 degrees out at 8 o'clock in the morning... we weren't really in a rush to go out into the hot car... by the time our bike was done and Daddy mowed the lawn and we were both ready to go out... it was mid afternoon.... well actually we could have been ready sooner... but I doddle... I admit it... I like to doddle and take my time... and honestly... Saturday, Sunday and Tuesday mornings are the mornings I can actually doddle in... so pooie on you... I'll doddle if I want... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... but anyways... I doddled... you know.. get online start typing an e-mail... then your Mom pops up online... and it's all yap yap yap... and your trying to type an e-mail and typing a convo with your Mom... ya.. I think that's how most 'doddling' starts... chatting... one line of type turns into about 1000 lines of type ..... I think there is this unspoken law in chatting that you have to be the last to type.... like for example... my Moms and me... she says she is going to be out and about running errands... and she hasn't seen her grand kitties... [i]he he he .. my babies[/i]... in awhile so she wanted to stop by our place first... ok sure... no problems... we set everything up... Mom is coming over in about 30 and I should try to get these e-mails done and get some clothes on... b'cus after all a professional doddler doesn't get dressed until the latest possible time they have to.... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... so I type... "OK see ya in a bit... bye".... then it's "bye".... then it's me saying "bye"... cus they said bye... so I close my msn and start finishing my mails.... then my msn pops up.... "bye... see you in a bit!!"... so of course me being a chat jnukie too (at times... especially while doddling)... "surething!... bye".... then I close the window... maybe somewhere subcontiously I was statisfied... ah last word... nope... the window pops up again... "bye bye"..... this time I figure... ah fuck it... I don't always have to be the last to type.... but why is this?... why do most feel the urge to be the last... I am sure you have all felt that way.. either out of sheer you don't wanna get off line... or you're bored... or you don't realize you're bored or doing it and doing it!.... it's funny b'cus I think everyone can relate to this I know I can... I admit it....[i] ha ha ha...[/i]
Well let's just say that 30 ran by fast... the doddler got caught with no pants on!! [i][b]Ding Dong!![/b][/i] EEkkk... I gotta get some pants on... as I scurry around upstairs to get decent I didn't realize that Daddy wasn't decent either.... so my Mom stood outside wondering where the heck we were.... [i]ha ha ha [/i] I'm sure when we showed up at the front door both with flushed faces she thought something else... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... so after our quick visit... I finished all my online stuff... and we actually able to get out and do what we had to do today... which was only one thing... get a roast.... we're having dinner with my family tonight and we have to get the roast... so... Daddy wanted beef... we go to the local super market... he picks out a nice looking marinated roast.. yeah.. mission acomplished... got the meat... but while I am looking at the lady bag it up... I notice it's pork... I say... "it's pork Daddy.... do you want pork?"... well he does the usual 'I dunno' look ... you know the shoulder shrug and the look at you like he doesn't know... what do I think?... well for me I don't really care.. pork.. beef ... no biggy... but Daddy really wanted beef... so.. it was ultimately his decision.... well he opted to keep the pork... now these situations wouldn't seem to be so frustrating at the moments of happening if it wasn't for all the shit going on in a grocery store... and mid-saturday afternoon... there are alot of people around... all of which make background noise... and with a bunch of noise Daddy can't hear shit... so I almost wonder if that look of 'I dunno' isn't a look of I can't hear you.... I really should take it easier on that guy....
This evening we had dinner with my family... Mom, dad, my brother and my cousin.... it was nice.... my brother's girlfriend is out of provence visiting down East.... so it was nice to see my brother smile and act like his old self again... I really didn't see a happy J the last time I saw him.... it's just nice to see that he is getting happier... I don't know if it's her gone... or if it's the fact that he finally isn't working for SG anymore.... * little background story on SG.... that's where I used to work about a year ago... worked there for 4 1/2 yrs.... blah blah blah.... well when J moved to Alberta I got him a job there too.... well I finally had enough shit at SG and walked out but not after I blasted my mouth off and told them all exactly why I was walking out... which was b'cus it was like working in a completely reatarded high school... you know... with all the rolls... the bully (the boss) the bully's bitchy girlfriend (the other boss-his wife) and a bunch of in betweens... everyone yapped about everyone... and everyone talked about how much or how little everyone did or made wage wise.... it was a complete gossipfest... which I was in the middle of... for the first years of my employment there I was an eager employee... I was in early stayed late... took on bigger projects than my co-worker in the same area.... I became a complete company team player.... I got to listen to my bosses bitch about everyone behind their backs... I got to tell them what people where doing or I got to help them understand what is going on with an employee .... I guess you could say I was a brown noser... and good at it... I kicked ass at my work... I was efficent and I also helped solve system problems and internal problems... I guess I could also be considered a rat.... but in my defence... I never ratted on something that was ever going to get someone in huge shit.... I would only yap about what my bosses [i]knew[/i] about.... but come my last few years there.... I started to realize that all my hard work is starting to kinda become the norm and expected and I can't keep working 12 hours a day (that I'm not getting paid for) just to keep up the norm.... I need to have an actual co-worker that is going to actually start holding his own.... so I started taking a log.... of my hours in comparison to my co-workers.... well in 6 months... I was 125 [b]+[/b] hours.... over my regular salary... and my co-worker.... [b] -[/b] 24 hours..... that made me sick... and this guy gets paid way more than me and I get to listen to my bosses bitch about it!!! "Oh if we could pay you more... we would but...." Blah blah blah!!!!! I had enough... after that I had no desire to be a part of a team that was using me.... they don't care about me... and since I exposed my log findings I was considered the anti-christ of SG..... everything I did... which was just come to work and work... and only do what was paid of me... work.... not yap... not anything other than ... work!!... Well that went on for a few months.... until one day in mid-october.... when another employee... whom was new... and we (my co-worker and I, upstairs) were informed to help out and take care of her... by our employers.... well she and the employers where having a tiff... I guess she didn't like the way shit was going down there... so she called my boss on it... one of her beefs was the yapping about people behind their backs.... well when the boss asked for an example she mentions the previous day they were all sitting in the front office yapping about me behind my back and that I should have been in on the convo if they were really doing something productive like they say they are by beefing...... well... that's when my boss calls me into the office an accuses me of being 'in' on what's happening...when I mention I don't know what the hell any of them are referring to... that's when he says to me... "don't play dumb with me missy".... I looked at him and said "AHHH OK... you know what??? I don't need this shit... I'm gone"... and I turn around and start stroming to my desk.... as I'm packing up a few more words were exchanged and I got to get my shit out... like I hated him and I hated coming to work b'cus of him .... and how I hated it there b'cus it's like a fucking high school with everyone yapping about everyone behind their backs.... ya I really got it out... it was great... but the only thing was... I left on kinda bad terms... and my brother was left behind.... I didn't know how things would be for him... b'cus honestly my old bosses are verbally abusive.... well my brother's last day there was June 30th... thank god... he looked like hell before that... but now he looks happier.... I know I am happier not being there at SG too... so I can only imagine how he feels today..... it was nice to see my family in good spirits....
Well I hope you all are having a great weekend ... it's getting hot around huuurrr... so take of all your clothes!! [i]Ha ha ha[/i]... a little hip hop flava for ya.... well until tommorow y'all take care and....
Peace
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[b]Friday, July 16th, 2004....[/b]
Today started out great... we got up... went to the gym... yeah day three!! Did my hour.... watched some music videos.... I don't know about many of my readers out there... but I like to watch... well actually listen to music videos while I work out.... it breaks up the monotony of the whole thing... I think at least... so every morning we go to the same gym and the same people work there and every morning we ask for the same channel... BET... you would think that the girl behind the counter would now know... PJ and daddy come in at 7... I should go turn on BET for them... or here comes PJ and Daddy .... "hey you guys would you like me to turn on BET for you?"... but every morning we have to ask her.... it's bizarre how some people think different than others do.... anyways that wasn't the point of all of this ... my point was... I saw a new video today... by Nelly.... singin' something like .."hey baby let me see you drop and fly like and eagle for me".... mean while in the video all the hootchies are droppin' spreading their legs (I guess their eagles) and flapping them open and closed.... while bouncing up and down.... now I know this is more than impressive for most men and possibly most women too.. to watch... but still... some of these sexual inuendos are becoming kinda lame.... I realize I may be bitching a bit about one of my favorite producing groups by complaining about this song... b'cus I think The Neptunes produced the song... the beat is kinda catchy... and sounds alot like a Neptunes beat... so who knows... I may have found a song now that I can say I'm not a fan of and the Neptunes produced it... either that or I'll be blogging in the future about dropping like an eagle and flying for me.... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... so this was my thoughts while doing my cardio today... what do music videos think thery're putting across... new slang or new sexual positions?... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... oh... weight today... 135... so down 1.9.... yeee!! Let me see you drop and fly like an eagle for me!!!
Well my mid morning was kinda brought down by some bad news.... my mothers really good girl friend that lives out of provence... died last Monday from an apparent heart attack.... she was only 44 and has a 13 year old son.... as if that isn't sad enough... I guess he was the one that found her dead... and alone.... talk about sad... I feel terrible for that little boy... I know that the next 10 years of his life are the most confussing and hardest to do already... now having to do all of that without your mom... thats even harder... she was all he really had... he never knew his dad... so I just now wonder.. how is little E going to be in the future???
Well that put me in a bit of a downer for the afternoon... we had work... and work was just that... work... we unloaded our new stock today... and started a new order... you know times flies and before you know it it's christams and you haven't ordered any christmas stock!! So gotta do that today... thats about it for work today... not much really happened...
After work we came home and pretty much lazed around the house all day... it was too hot to do anything... oh... other than I took a few momentos to do Cyberpals little 'meme' test.... and catch up on some blog reading... but other than that... we pretty much lazed around and enjoyed the cool breeze that would every now and then make it through the window.... ahhh.... I love the sun and the heat... but I also enjoy being in the shade or inside a cool building when it is too hot and if today is anything like yesterday... yeowsa... we wouldn't want to do anything outside anyways.... it was too warm yesterday... when you get to your destination and your too sweaty you have to buy new clothes.... its too hot to go out... [i]ha ha ha[/i]....
Well I'm off to enjoy the rest of the day.... peace out!!
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.16.04 (12:05 pm) [edit] |
Hi y'all I don't usually post mid-day or even post about anything not really day orientated... but today reading blogs made me wanna join in some of the blog[i]deer[/i] games!! [i]He he he...[/i]
Cyberpal this is for you... and whom ever may have done this themselves....
My number was 5... blog 5 was....
"Picky Wife??... Hell ya, I am!"
- posted Monday June 14th, 2004.....
Now my first number before I got my final number of 5 was 1... [i]how boring[/i]... so my word was [b]Sunday[/b]... but if you don't count that as a word... b'cus technically I have two headers before I get into my dirt... I got my bait.. the name that lures you all in to read my interesting things... ha ha ha... then I got my day and year... keeps things organized... anyways... if you don't count my date header as words... then my next word would be [b]Today[/b]... so this is my out comes fopr my searches....
[b]Sunday[/b]
now look at this lovely family enjoying their peaceful [b]Sunday[/b].....
and what about these two??? They look like they're having a good time on a [b]Sunday[/b] too!!
then there's [b]Today[/b]....
I can't quite make out the words on this pic... but I am assuming it's telling us about [b]Today[/b]!
Hey shorty it's your birthday!!
obviously stickmen get pumped on their birthdays too... look like his is [b]today[/b]!!
And then there are those types of days.....
then there are other days that I feel like this.....
most days... but not [b]today[/b]!!
Well thanx Cyeberpal... I had fun.... you entertianed me for a few moments... thanx.... well until tommorow... have a great day y'all!! And stop by Cyberpal's blog... he's got interesting things going on over there....
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| 07.16.04 (7:21 am) [edit] |
[b]Thursday, July 15th, 2004....[/b]
Today we got up... went to the gym and even got our work outs in.... day two! Whoo.... and I have already shown signs on the scale that my eating habits and exercise from the day before has helped me lose a few pounds... it's probably all just water anyways... but still it's nice to see 3 pounds not on the scale anymore.... soon I'll be back in shape... I hope... well we aren't heading out to BC tommorow I don't even know if we're gonna be going to BC in the near future... I'm hoping to go down next weekend... but.. we still haven't figured it out yet... so we'll be able to at least manage our diets and work outs until we decide what we're doing next weekend....a good week of eating good and daily hour long bouts of cardio mixed with some long walks or bikes rides will help us lose a good 5-10 pounds by the end of next week.... seriously... if I work out everyday and eat right and do cardio at least twice a day 3-4 times a week... I'll be almost 10 pounds lighter.... I'll keep record of this... today I'm down 3... so from 140... to 136.9 today.... can't wait to see what tommorow's scale will say....
Well.... when we got home from the gym.... as I was walking up our front walk to our porch I could smell what smelt like a skunk.... either that or somebody didn't do their dirty shirt laundry... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... but seriously.. I could smell skunk.. so this got me thinking... "ok.. great.. maybe there is a skunk in our yard... and it's living under our front porch!"... So I sniffed around some more... and more... Daddy was brave enough to peer under the porch to see if anything was under there... nope... just a pile of old two by fours and a bunch of dead leaves.... so no skunk... maybe he passed though our front yard last night before... or we were smelling the neighbor's dog... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... who knows... all I know is there is no skunk in our yard...
So after our morning of trying to figure if we had a new smelly pet in our yard, we had to work the store... today we got our regular 'replenishment order' this is supposed to be stock from the last two weeks of sales that we have sold... now I think last week or the week before I blogged about our stock problems... well they haven't passed... they're still here and today's order was a joke! Three boxes of stock is all we sold... ya right... plus we're still waiting for other stock that hasn't come for the last 5 orders... so??? Hello... we're tryng to run a business here... anyways.. our stock was a joke... hopefully tommorows new stock (that we picked out the other day) will help the store look fuller.... we can only hope....
This afternoon we went for a walk through our river valley to downtown... we went to go see a flick... and b'cus Daddy and I are both trying really hard to lose our extra weight and trying to keep busy so we don't munch... we decided that we're gonna go see movies downtown more.... it's about a hour and a half to walk to downtown through the trails and it is a great way to go out and get physical activity while going to a movie... today we went and saw the new Spiderman movie... great show!! I think I liked it better than the first one... those actors so lucked out on those roles.... they could soke that storyline for quite a few more movies... I think the next one is gonna be about Harry trying to kill Spidey.... we'll see... but I must admit... it was done very well... and they all did great jobs acting in the movie... it was a good flick.... two thumbs up from me!!
Well by the time we walked home and realized we forgot to return a movie we rented!! Grrr.... we had to drive all the way out to Sherwood Park to drop off the movie before the return time... [i][b]or else[/b][/i]... [i]ha ha ha.[/i].. so we opted for some take out sushi and watched some good old Big Brother [i](ha ha ha.... I know you like to read that Cyberpal)[/i] and CSI... I love that show... except for when they're re-runs.... grrrr.... damn summer re-runs!! Oh well... it's enough to keep me satisfied and hey you can't really complain when your just using the TV as a sleep promoter...
Hope you all have had a great day... mine was in the warm sun... hopefully yours was too... until tommorow take care y'all.....
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.15.04 (7:51 am) [edit] |
[b]Wednesday, July 14th, 2004.....[/b]
Well today I managed to drag my sleepy ass out of bed at a decent time and was able to make it to the gym for my full hour of cardio... I'm pleased with myself today... I have been starting to feel like maybe I wasn't going to go back ... to the gym that is... but then again my vanity has kicked into high gear and I kinda feel like a tiger after it's prey... except my prey is my jiggly tummy and fat ass..... it's amazing how much weight you gain by not watching your diet and barely working out.... I feel like such a slob... but after a work out you always feel like you've done something for yourself.... hopefully this time... well at least for the next week I'm gonna be a good girl... can't you see my halo?? [i]Ha ha ha....[/i]
Well we had our regular shift today... and all my anxiety about what's going to happen with our employee today was soon eliveated when she showed up for her shift chipper as our employee can be.... we had a meeting with the warehouse this afternoon.... we get to go through the warehouse and pick new stock!! This is kinda fun... just boxes and boxes of different product... some we already have in our store... some that's new... hence the reason for the warehouse shopping... we need to keep getting new stock every now and then to spice up the store a bit... other wise repeat customers won't have much to look at the next time around....
When we got home we had the privilage of listening to our neighbor tell us that we have a skunk in our yard... so direct too... like we[b] [i]HAVE[/i] [/b]one.... I guess their dog had chased after something in (or into... we don't quite know the real story) our backyard and when it came back... it reaked of skunk.... this all happened in the later hours of the day... they said around midnight... which I can see... b'cus skunks like to hang out at night... but where in our backyard is this so called skunk living?? Maria (our neighbor lady) says that Barry (her husband) thinks (or knows... like he saw the damn thing) that the skunk is living in the back corner of our yard... well we're in the process of building a firepit back there and we haven't seen shit... or at least nothing that would remotely make us think there was a skunk living back there.... so we investigated some more... in the garage?... we never use our garage... so we thought maybe he is living in there... nope... no skunk... not even the smell of the mice that decided to live in there for the winter off our bird seed (damn rodents).... they've all moved out.... so not in the back corner... not in the garage... so we started sniffing around our back deck... we thought maybe the skunk is living under it... but no... no smell nothing... and I hear they stink from here to high heaven.... so if we had a skunk living under our deck we would know it!! Or at least I think we would smell it..... so we started to look around the house... thye only real possible places a skunk could live... and we wouldn't see him.. would be under one of our decks... but we haven't smelt anything.... not out front and not out back... so ????..... but our neighbors are persistant that this skunk came from [i][b]OUR[/b][/i] yard.... like we have some shanty shack of a yard!! We're like the only other people on the block with a nice yard.... Daddy like mows the damn thing 3-4 times a week... sometimes more....... other than our other sided neighbor.... grrr.... why us?? So... Mark hears Barry (the dog neighbor) yapping about how his dog has run after something 3 times in our yard.... and that the other neighbor heard the skunk giving birth to babies!!! [i][b]AHHH HA HA HA HAHA... [/b][/i]what a bunch of shit..... like there is any skunk in our yard!! And if there is... leave it alone!! We don't want you're fucking dog in our yard anyways... serves it right!! I'm just waiting to hear this from him myself... cus I would love to invite him into our yard to show us where this so called skunk is living and had it's babies... cus there ain't shit happening around this house... that we don't already know about.... so.. maybe it his yard... he does have an old car in the back with a tarp thrown over it... it's been like that for a few years now... oh and the pile of trash in the back corner of [i][b]his[/b][/i] yard.... that also has a tarp thrown over it... so hmmmm.... you tell me whos yard looks more appealing for a skunk to inhabit?? It just pisses me off that the neighbors have nothing better to do than bitch about our place being the place where the skunk has to be living... cus after all... it couldn't be just passing through from the shit hole across the street that is always piled up with garbage?? NOOoooo... skunks [i]don't like [/i]garbage (ya right!).... fucking losers!!
My neighborhood is pissing me off... first the boarded up shit hole across the street... we didn't see it when we bought... but over the past years it has had rubbies living in it.. police breaking up a huge teen drug party... and it's now boarded up and bums use it as their personal dump off... (I guess bums pick up trash bags in the alleys and rumage through them for whatever then they leave the bag and all the real shit behind) .... this place is one of those drop offs.... so needless to say... not happy with that portion of my neighborhood... then we got phsyco hedge trimmer.... who I think know is regreting cutting the bushes... since half the leaves are missing from whats left of the hedge b'cus of the huge storm Edmonton had last weekend... I wouldn't doubt it if he is helping this skunk thing so we will take down our cat house... fucker... then we got the dog neighbors... who have screaming children all day... and used to have a dog that barked 24/7.... now they just have a dog that goes through our trash... before the bums get to it!! I know I should just laugh... you probably are... but.. this is all starting to really get to us... we're thinking about a move... maybe somewhere out of provence.... at least until we get enough moula to really move (Costa Rica)... which could still be a few more years... I'm telling ya... you don't want to be living close to your neighbors if you don't have to....
Well we ended our day with watermelon and tv.... oh and a movie!! We watched Against the Ropes... Meg Ryan and Omar Epps... good show if you like boxing... we enjoyed it... anyways... our night ended fairly slow... with bellows of our neighbor yelling at his dog to "come here"... since all his dog wants to do is come in our yard to eat our trash... or maybe get away from those damn kids and him!!.... but our neighbour doesn't know or see that...
well I hope everyone had a better mid-week than us... until tommorow take care y'all..... and check your damn yards for skunks!! [i]Ha ha ha ha[/i]
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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[b]Tuesday, July 13th, 2004.....[/b]
Well today there isn't much to blog about..... we got home yesterday and the anxiety of what has happened at the store while we were gone is now starting to set in.... you see we didn't really think much about our store while we were gone [i](with one exception... one of our buddies gave us a call and needs an item that we sell.... we're on holiday!!! I'll call you and talk shop when we get home!! Geesh)[/i] For the past week we haven't gone to the gym.... this morning was no exception.... we really should have gone .... I can feel my extra weight... it's kinda discusting.... when I run or laugh or even if I am sitting in a car that idles rough I can feel my belly jiggle.... gross! For sure tommorow and the day after that and the day after that.... and so on I'll be at the gym until I seriously wear away this blubber.... just in time for fall and bundle up weather... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... so why should I care?? Oh I know... b'cus it's a bitch to lose a tonne of it!! It's like 100 times more work to lose a bunch of weight were as I just have to stop eating shit and start going to the gym... that should slow the weight gain and quite possibly I can get down to my ideal weight again.... it was so much easier in the winter to consentrate on diet and exercise... now that I can show off my hard winters work... the last 3 months of living the care free life has destroyed all my great results therefore leaving me 20 pounds overweight and unhappy to even show a calf..... grrrr.... and this was going to be the year of the mini skirt for me... [i]ha ha ha[/i]
Well work was work... it was a bit busier today than I recall the previous Tuesdays being... but then again so many things can shift from week to week... like weather... pay periods... holidays.... I just take it as a good sign... well today was a bit weird... our employee left a note... which is normal... but she mentions I'll call you tommorow on the note..???..??... is this a bit of a sign.... like maybe she's not coming in... or she isn't coming back... you see our employee is having some serious relationship issues... and she isn't staying at home.... she's with her mother... in a town not to far from here... but it's still a drive.... so we're thinking maybe she won't be able to make it to work anymore... we're not quite sure what we're gonna hear tommorow... b'cus she didn't give us a call today.... but we have been getting a bunch of phone calls for her.... more than normal.... but then again... it's not normal for us to be working on Tuesdays so I don't know.... but I did recieve a phone call from her daughter... and she sounded a bit stressed about the situation that is going on with her family.... I don't really know what is the whole story of the situation.... but we care to not really be a part of it... we've already had and still have our own family dramas to deal with.... but I can understand her daughters worry and stress.... I just don't know what to say when others wanna spill about their families crisis... something are best to just be abbreviated and move on... like.... "my hubby and I are on the outs..." thats fine... good enough for me... you can have a few days off.... but... anything more detailed.... thats just sometimes too much info... and I have a hard time thinking about what to say to a person in that situation b'cus I am in a good relationship.... and I worked on my relationship to get here... so when a person comes to me with any issue relationship related or just any plain issue in general... I tend to find they don't want my advice b'cus I am 'not one to talk'..... b'cus I am in a good relationship ... or I'm not single... or whatever the problem may be with that indivdual... so when you're employee is the one talking... you wonder... where do I draw the line???
Well our night ended on our couch... like most... me falling asleep trying to stay awake long enough to watch my reality tele programs.... but ahh damn... I passed out before 9... boo!!! So I guess I'll have to wait for next week... hope you all had a great night.... at least you baseball fans got to watch your program.... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... well off for another adventure... until tommorow... take care y'all
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.13.04 (7:24 am) [edit] |
Well... I'm back and I know I mentioned in my last blog that I was going to be carrying around my laptop with me and blogging everyday just not online... I thought it would be very easy for me to keep up my blog and when I get home all I have to do is transfer my files to disk and copy and paste... voila!! My last four days of blog and no effort on my part has to be made when I get home just slide the disk in a go... but... my plan didn't quite work out the way I wanted it to.... I didn't end up blogging everyday.... I actually only got 3/4 of one blog done... and when I read it now I realize that I was way too angry at the time of typing that maybe we should just leave that blog start alone and work on a new one....
[b]Thursday July 8th, 2004....[/b] Well our drive to BC was snainy... yes thats right... [b]snain[/b]ing.... snain is what I call half snow half rain... it was coming down for pretty much our whole drive through Alberta... but once we got into the mountians the sun started to peer out from the clouds and we knew we were in BC again.... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... BC is always known for it's sunshiny weather and awesome fruit.... and according to my hubby I guess the girls there tend to grow bigger yayas...[i] if you catch my drift[/i]..... I don't really notice these things but Daddy does... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... we think maybe it's the heat and the sun... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... I wonder if Canada could give us a grant to research this phenomenon... [i]ha ha ha ha[/i].... my best friend Rozzy says her Mom thinks it's the hormones in the milk there.... :? ... that's a little strange... even her and her Mom have noticed the big yaya phenomenon..... [i]ha ha ha ha.... [/i]
Well our first day was ok... most of it consisted of our drive (8-9 hours) and the rest was spent at Daddy's parents condo in the Shuswaps.... urggghhh.... Every year we say.... we're never [i][b]EVER [/b][/i]coming back here (meaning the condo) .... but b'cus the drive is so long... it's kinda a convenient stop... but when the in-laws are staying there at the same time.... it's more of a stress than a relief... the night started with the 20 questions... Where are you going? What are you doing? What are your plans? ... and [i]blah blah blah blah blah[/i]! We're 26 and 27 years old!! We don't need you two constantly ask us when we stand up to leave a room .. "where are you going?" or when we are going out for a bit... thats what where're doing... going out for a bit.... why ask why?? Do you really want the truth?? It's to get away from you two!! But in some ways I don't think thats why they care so much... you see... I think Daddy's Dad is a control freak... so whenever we get up to go or are leaving... he wants to know what we are doing so he can control it... like for example.... We're going out for a walk.... he would say... why do you want to go for a walk?? and it's not the thing he says it's the way he says it... like why on earth would you wanna do [i][b]that[/b][/i]?? You know real like[b][i] that [/i][/b]is the most retarded or stupid thing on the planet to do.... but only b'cus he's not interested..... now Daddy's Mom on the other hand is the same way just different.... she is always asking what we're doing and where we're going.... and she questions our actions too.... but she questions them in a snotty almost like it's so beneath her to go for a walk.... yet she could use one... but they both have something in common... they both always wanna know why.... "b'cus... we wanna"... they then question that..... and when we reply "we don't know where we're going or really why... other than we're going out and just we're doing it just b'cus".... we almost get that snotty boitchy suspicious parent face.... and sorry we're not 12 year olds anymore.... we can come and go as we please... man I love being an adult!!
[b]Friday, July 9th, 2004....[/b] We spent today in the car too... but this time we spent the day driving around looking at some of our old haunts.... you see Daddy and I met in BC when we were teens... and we've been dating ever since... so when we got older and moved to Alberta... then back to BC then back to Alberta again.... we kinda wanna go back and remember those good old times... back in the day that's what we used to do.. drive... we drove around every where... things haven't really changed... that's what we still do today... but... now we have to drive 10 hours from where we live today to reminis on the days of yesterday.... so our day was spent driving around the Okanogan Valley from Kelowna to Osoyoss.... hit up all the old stops that still existed... man times have changed these areas... we had a long drive... it was great... but we were sure bagged when we got back to the condo.... we didn't even want to deal the the parental BS so we opted to go in our room and watch a dvd on our laptop... see it was good for something.... but soon met with a knock on the door.... "come out and say hi" .... I guess the parental units had some of their friends over.... just some more over paid super snotty individuals that when they look at you... they give you a respect... but only b'cus our Dad is who he is.... ugh... I so can't stand people like this... and most of my in-laws friends or I should say aqaintences are like this... snotty and talk about money.... we said a nice polite hello and quickly darted off to bed... whew.. close one there... I don't think I could handle another night of 'socializing' with the in-laws and their 'friends'.....
[b]Saturday, July 10th, 2004....[/b] Well today was Saturday!! We get to visit with Rozzy today!! Yeah.... but there is one huge damper on our mood today.... Daddy's Dad left this morning back for Edmonton... and Daddy's Mom wasn't with him.... instead she decided to ride back with us.... without even asking!!! GRRRRRRR.... I was livid.... part of our whole trip is usually the drives to and from... we enjoy stopping and looking at shit and talking about a whole wack of things ranging from Daddys parents and their snotty friends to having girlfriends.... which now neither of us can talk about... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... with her in the car.... but there may be a silver lining.... Daddy's aunt is driving to Edmonton tommorow and Daddy's Mom is going to try to catch a lift with her.... so whatever... fine... hopefully she won't be here when we get back tommorow... well our drive to Kelowna was good.... it is sunny and warm out.... we spent most of our afternoon driving around and going to our old hang outs and driving past our old houses.... we went and feed ducks... awe.. and saw how over grown everything now is in the old areas where we live... it really intesting to see the growth over the last 6-7 years....
We've killed enough time now... time to go see Rozzy... now Rozzy is my bestest best friend... I know when I was growing up I always had one friend that had my back... and would always be there for me... and thats Rozz.... she was my Daddy before Daddy came along.... I was with her alll the time.... but when you get old... and move away... you don't see each other very often... so we haven't seen her and her boyfriend Pat since October... so they've been through alot since then... Pat and her purchased a condo... reno'd it and flip it for more than they were expecting... only b'cus they found an adorable little house on the outer edge of Kelowna's city... it has a wonderful view and the house is cute and they are now working on reno'ing it..... Pat has built a really great deck.... that over looks some of the fire zone from last years huge forest fire... their veiw is great here.... well we spent most of the evening on the back deck... smoking... drinking... hot tubbing... it was great... lots of laughs.... ahhh.... finally a relaxing evening....
[b]Sunday, July 11th, 2004....[/b] Well today we spent most of the day with Roz and Pat.... we drove out to the fire zone... last year a huge part of Kelowna's lakeside was burnt down... not only the lakeside I should say mountian and lakeside.... well one of the areas that burnt down was Rozzy and I's favorite beach.... so today we took a drive out to our beach to see all the damage... wow... the place is barren... nothing really anywhere.... just the occasional tree that happened to luck out and not be a burn victim like the others around... we went into residential areas that were hit and there will be a house standing and a driveway next door thats it... just a driveway b'cus the house burnt down... it's kinda creepy.... well Rozzy and Pat were gonna take Nobie... oh... ya... they got a dog!! Nobie... hes a cutie... just a puppy right now... and so cute... well they were gonna take Nobie for a swim... and we had to drive back to the condo for the night ... so we headed off... only to get in and discover that Daddy's Mom's bags were all sitting in the doorway waiting to get packed into the car.... tommorow is going to be a long drive.....
[b]Monday, July 12th, 2004....[/b] Today was a log tiresome day... 8 hours of silence in a car can get to you.... plus I haden't had much sleep the last few days... but Daddy appreicates me staying awake during the drive b'cus he likes the company and since Daddy's Mom was snoring pretty much the whole way home we knew she was sleeping... not like she would be much company anyways for Daddy..... so pretty much once we got home we cuddled with our kitties and curled up into bed to unwind and catch some well wanted ZZZ's... now hopefully our day tommorow will be on track and everything will be cool....
Back at home.... kinda the way we like it... but only to be loading into a car again on Friday.... this time were heading off to visit with my family...... well gotta go.... hope you all had a great weekend....
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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[b]Wednesday, July 07, 2004....[/b]
Today I was once again a big fat lazy ass!! I didn't go to the gym... even though I was up early... I still made 7 o'clock wake up call... but Daddy was snoozing and I wanted to just mindlessly surf the net... and read a few blogs.... you know sh*t you can't normally do when you have a person with you that isn't in the same mind set or frame.... I enjoy reading about others and what they're doing... I could do it for hours... someitmes do... but I have to say... I am probably one of the only few I know that actually care to put in time to care or read about other people... especially Daddy... I'm not saying he is selfish or is a total anti-social person... but... he really sometimes couldn't care to read many blogs... I think maybe he figures it's like reading their sh*t without really knowing them... and I can understand that.... he reads my blog and our friends blog... but other than that he couldn't really care less... and when I am around him... to be honest... I couldn't really care about reading blogs either... but when I am up early and killing time I like to get to know you all.... and I make time everyday to read my favorites...[i]you know who you are[/i]..... I guess you can call it my tblog soap.... [i]he he he [/i]
So today at work... I did zip! I have been waiting until tommorow to tear into my celeb maggys..... ooooh.... what's J.Lo up to this week... what's going to happen to Mary-Kate?? Oh nO!! It's all in my Us Weekly.... that I have been looking at all day but haven't touched... haven't even cracked the cover.... [i]that's pretty good for me[/i]..... my day pretty much consisted of me standing at the front counter farting around on my laptop for 8 hours and for the last 2 I watched a movie.... Momento.... have you seen it?? It's quite different... I'm still a bit confussed... the movie was done in a backwards format... you know.... they show you the end first then work it back to how the beginning started.... I think thats why I am kinda confussed... but none the less it was a good movie (or so I thought... I would watch it again)..... pretty exciting day eh?? Not much... oh... except Rox... check your e-mail... home e-mail.... I sent you some new art for your header.... thats what I did... I made Rox a new header.... so I guess my day wasn't a complete bust.....
Well tonight we watched a bit of the telle.... then we had to get our stuff ready b'cus we're heading out of town tommorow!! We're going to BC..... I won't be blogging for a few days.... sorry y'all that may rely on me for daily entertainment.... no blogs until Monday night... I am bringing my laptop with us.... so I'll be making my daily posts... just won't be able to post until I get home....
So until then.... I hope you all have a great weekend and I'll be posting next week!!!
Adios amigos.....
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.07.04 (6:30 am) [edit] |
[b]Tuesday, July 6, 2004....[/b]
Well.... how to start my blog for today.... well.... I didn't make it to the gym this morning.... instead I decided to let Daddy sleep as long as he could [i](since he never sleeps in)[/i].... I've kinda had computer sh*t on the mind lately... wheather it be my dumb Sims or designing headers for my friend's blog.... I have had my mind on my laptop since I left it at the store last night... so when I got up.. instead of tuning into chicken little with my head cut off screaming "it's after 7... it's after 7!" [i](I like to be at the gym no later than 7:00-7:30)[/i].... I decided to go font browsing..... now this if you know is a very long and very fun thing to do if you're a graphic designer.... I love to stare at random fonts over and over and over again.... it's something I like to do online... I search for new and exciting fonts... something that will get me revved up.... inspired... so that's what I wanted to do.... I wanted to get new fonts, so that maybe I would feel a bit of inspiration.... lately I haven't had much... as you can see I can't even make it to the damn gym!! Well not even 30 pages into my fonts... [i](there's 1000s of pgs. of fonts.... the site I was on had 250 pgs. with approx 10-12 fonts a page) [/i] the cat started to meow... "meow... meow ... meow".... shhh... shut it cat!! Don't wake Daddy.... opps... to late.... Daddy is very well tuned to his Cuj sensors and when that cat meows Daddy jumps.... damn cat..... I was busted.... Daddy isn't a huge fan of font browsing...." [i]oh well[/i]... I guess you'll just have to go play with your cat...."
Well.... it has come to my attention that Daddy's business is headache!! Not only do we have issues with the warehouse not stocking our store... and Daddy and G's issues with one another.... but our employee is kinda starting to look like we might start having more problems with her... now don't get me wrong she's a great lady... [i]kinda[/i] always reliable... [i]except for there was that time that she was supposed to work a whole day shift and completely forgot!! Didn't show up all day... and there was another day that she showed up at the wrong time for her shift so the store was closed for 2 hours..... but Daddy never yelled at her.... never got mad... he even laughed about it with her.... [/i]but now she has been gone for quite a few days.... last week she missed a week and a half b'cus she was ill.... so I can understand that.... [i]even though being ill at our store wouldn't be hard to do[/i].... [i]we've done it a few times.... [/i]but I understand... [i]"if the Doctor says so...." [/i]so she missed a 1 1/2 weeks there.... and she is taking at least a day or more a month off.... on top of the already given off holiday... It's a good thing that Daddy and I didn't decide to go to Costa Rica... otherwise we wouldn't have been able to go... b'cus the week our eployee was ill was the week we were supposed to leave.... and now with the new crisis.... she is now missing another 2 days... for personal issues.... we really would have been screwed.... we would have missed out on about a weeks earnings at the store if we had gone to Costa Rica.... Daddy says it's him... everytime we make a planned trip everything falls to sh*t.... not just trips... even events... I have to say... over the years I've told Daddy ... "nah.. you're crazy it's not you"... but the more years that go by and the more trips we plan and unplan b'cus of some sort of illness or worse case scenerio happening.... it's bizarre..... so it looks like our trip to Costa Rica would have been doomed.... and our trip to BC has been layed over until further notice.... so needless to say I worked all day today.... and will be again tommorow.... blah!
Tonight I spent my evening watching good old fashion reality tv.... nothing like some Big Brother and Amazing Race to pick up my tired worked all day spirit! Can I whine anymore?? Ha ha ha... well I'm off to enjoy the race..... until tommorow take care!
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.06.04 (6:57 am) [edit] |
[b]Monday, July 05, 2004....[/b]
[b]WOW... it's looks like people are at least tuning into my blog.... [i]if not only for a second[/i].... I have now over a 1000 hits on my blog... and I'm counting about 20-40 hits a day..... so if you are tuning in for more than just a second.... I hope you enjoy reading my blog.... leave me a note... I would love to know who all is out there reading about my ever [i]so [/i]exciting days... [i]ha ha ha [/i]... ya right![/b]
Well today started kinda shitty... you see I have been watching my weight by monitoring my weight and b'cus weight is pretty much tied directly to eating I have been trying very hard not to eat candies... and crap like I had been for months.... so no candies for snacks no tacos for dinner... no anything that contains anything really.... blah!! Well we took a bit of a break from the gym over the weekend... we decided that it would be best to get back on the gym bandwagon before too long has pasted.... we tend to get lazy and un motivated if we miss more than 2-3 days in a row.... but today we managed to get back in the saddle and do our regular cardio..... but after when I went to weigh myself.... the scale was still what is was last week!! Grrr.... I was getting improvments... approx 1 - 1/2 pound loss a day... so up until this weekend I had lost 4 pounds and now after this weekend and our one day of indulgence.... I'm back up to where I started... grrrrrr... I so wish there was a better way.... to lose weight faster... [i]oh well[/i]... I guess I just have to re-start all over again.... this time... no indulgences until I have lost the weight desirered..... period..... except of course I have to make a few exceptions..... I am going on a road trip or two [i]or three[/i]..... so when on vacay!! And of course I can't miss out on K-Days food!! That stuff only comes around once a year..... kidding.... I think I can resist the urges......
Well today is work day... boo... but not that big of a boo... we had the weekend off... and we're planning on taking Thursday - Tuesday off so we can go away.... so it's really no biggy that we work today... actually I should say I am working today... Daddy's is going to work at home on finishing the kitty condo.... we still had the roof to reconstruct.... so I sent Daddy on his way to finish the condo.... and I stayed at the store... it's kinda hard killing time while at the store and the day is slow... I tend to just putz around on my photoshop.... [i]([b]Rox[/b], I got a new header for ya).... [/i]and today I played with my Sims.... I haven't played with them for quite awhile... I used to adore them... but them the game became just that... a game.... but it's a great way to kill an afternoon... I think I can spend hours just building their house!! Today my Sim burnt down half his house... his neighbours wife and his own wife..... what an idiot!! [i]Ha ha ha ha.... [/i]
Well after my day at the store.... oh... I almost forgot to mention... Pursiville J got a compliment today.... it made him blush he always likes to get attention from the ladies... [i]he he he[/i]..... so after we left the store... we had to get some sod for the kitty condo.... and when we got home we let the cats out to play... it was kinda neat... they ran around... Cuj ran into the fence... I think he was trying to make a break for it... or he was just really weirded out b'cus he's actually outside!! Tawnie didn't know what to do with his outdoor freedom... I think he thought Cuj was another cat b'cus he kept hissing and swatting at Cuj... :? weird... but then again Tawnie has never been an outdoor cat... so he has no clue what everything really is... it's like you never going outside until your 16-20.... it would be kinda weird..... I should take a pic of the furry fellas and show you all their utter enjoyment.... well after watching that... my night was done....
I hope you all had a great start to your weeks.... until tommorow ... take care y'all
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.05.04 (7:52 am) [edit] |
[b]Sunday, July 4th, 2004.....[/b]
Well today is the fourth of July.... our other north american friends get to enjoy their independance today.... today was the day that Daddy and I got married... we got married 2 years ago in a lovely little run down wedding chapel in Las Vegas [i](I found out this week in one of my mags that the chapel I got married at is the same chapel Jenna from survivor got married at recently.... he he he... just a little survivor gossip)[/i].... it was great just me and Daddy drunker than drunk and more in love than we have ever been before.... we had quite the day that day.... we left that morning for Vegas with the intentions of just showing up at any chapel and we would get married that night... we had decided that the 4th of July was the day we wanted to do it... so it was made up in our minds we [i]had to[/i] get married today... or we'll hold off for another more appropriate day.... I had wanted to get married at a certain chapel.... welll me being the blonde I am... I didn't think it would be that hard to book chapel time (little did I think that maybe Americans might find this day a great day to get married on too... duh!) So when we got to town I phoned the chapel I wanted only to find out that there was no time available.... so I phoned our hotel chapel... noone was working the chapel that night?? Like huh?? Anyways... we decided we were going to just go to city hall get our marraige license and get dropped off at a line of chapels and go chapel to chapel in the hopes of one having space.... so while we waited to a limo at the hotel we start talking about our plan.... well the bellman went inside and started callling all the chapels himself.... and he found us time and booked it for us... what a great guy!! So instead of waiting for a limo... cus once again... 4th of July.... the bellhop gave us the next awaiting taxi..... telling us that we should go right away to city hall b'cus there is probably going to be a huge line up.... and that if we wanted to make it in time for our chapel we can't be late or they'll pass by us.... very quick.. fast fast.... so we hopped right to it.... only to discover absolutly no line... we walked in... signed some papers... walked out... it was as easy as that... so since we had some time to kill.... we ventured to a local gentalmens' club.... this is actually a club we go to often when we go to Vegas.... we like to watch the ladies.... a couple who has their bachelor and bachelorette parties together stays together!!
So after our few drinks at the club... we had to get to the chapel.... so on our way into the cab I slide and.... pop... my strap snaps.... great... now I have a half hanging off dress.... it's bad enough that we decided to go casual... I did buy a real wedding dress... that is still sitting in storage to this day... but we opted for simple no family no dress code... so I got a really nice white sun dress with flimsy ass straps!!! So now I am half cut... well whos kidding who here... I was fully tanked and my bra is exposed and I have no clue what to do nor do I really care now.... after all it's Vegas couldn't I have my bra covered boob exposed while waiting in line plastered out of my mind while waiting to get married?? After all they say what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas.... are we even married here?? ha ha ha... well we got to the chapel on time and we had to wait.... quite awhile.... so while we were waiting we got our pictures taken by a lovely staff member at the chapel... who seemed a bit too obbessed with getting alot of kissing pics... every other pic it was... "now kiss".... stand over there by the limo... now kiss.... now stand over there... now kiss... now kiss.. now kisss...... ha ha ha... the guy was a bit much.... so we heded inside... I think the photographer was a limo driver hoping to make it big in the photo business one day.... well maybe... there is a need for kissy shots out there....
While inside I noticed another younger couple waiting to get married... but these two actually are looking nice he's in a suit and she's in a light wedding dress and she has a lovely bouqet of flowers.... me being me when I'm half cut.... I go up to them and congradulate them on their day.... and asked them why the 4th of July and I tell her that she looks really pretty and I wished them luck..... they where the couple in the chapel before us.... so after they came out... she handed me her bouqet and wish me luck...... thats why in the photo I have flowers.... if it wasn't for her... I wouldn't have had much in the pic that really would make it look like wedding photo..... well thats us... simple and to the point... after our ceremony... which was conducted by Minister Hickey... I handed the bouqet to the next girl and we were off for a wedding meal fit for us.... Pizza Hut Express... ha ha ha... we went to the first food court that was still open and had ourselves some Pizza Hut and caught a cab back to the hotel for some much needed sleep!! It was a great day......
Last year we spent the morning of our anniversary arguing and fighting.... I think I even shed a tear or two and I haven't do that in years!! We were so angry at Daddy's parent's for invading on our day that we decided to fuck the day all together and leave..... ok... leave your wondering... well instead of spending our anniversary in Vegas like I wanted to ... we decided to go to BC where we met and go through our old times together... we have been together for over 10 years... we met back in high school in BC... so now we want to share our day with going through these memories and driving around.... and enjoying our day... well before we even go to bed they're (the in-laws) are alreay planning our day for us... "so well go for breakfast... then we'll go for a boat trip... then we'll have dinner with so and so and so and so.... blah blah blah" Grrrrrr.... I was soo pissed... first they ruined the fact that we would get to drive around in a convertable b'cus we were going to rent one... but they offered theirs... but once we got to BC they took over their convertable and left us with the other car with not even a sunroof!! And they made a pissy deal out of it... grrr... we were going to rent... you OFFERED!!! So anyways like that wasn't enough.... they're planning our anniversary for us!! And including themselves and other people in on it too!! We wanted to be alone...... but they had to plan it their way... so when we woke up... I cried and had a fit about them and their day.... and how our anniversary we're both pissed and angry at everything b'cus of them... so we packed up and drove home that day.... and we had our anniversary by ourselves.... HA!
This year... we didn't do much... we lazed around and enjoyed our kitties company.... we reminised on the previous anniversaries... and how our real day isn't this day.... it's actually the day we met and started dating.... and that's far away yet... so when there is a time for really celebrating something.... it on the day that we are having our real anniversary.... which is a day just for us....
Well I hope you all had a special day too... and that your weekends all went well..... take care y'all... bloga t you tommorow....
Pursejunkie and Pursiville J
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| 07.04.04 (8:20 am) [edit] |
[b]Saturday, July 3rd, 2004.....[/b]
Today we got up earlier than normal.... we had to laze around until 8 b'cus the gym didn't open until then.... so we watched a movie in bed.... [i]gotta love Movie Central.... you get to watch movies all day from bed.... [/i] once 8 rolled around we headed out the door for the gym... only to be detured by the pissing down rain... I completely forgot that the majority of last night and this morning it has been down pouring.... and we parked the car in the garage... b'cus it hailed!!... and the garage isn't attached to the house... so.. we decided to take a [i]"me"[/i] day and not go to the gym.... so we crawled back into our comfy clothes and decided to spend the afternoon watching movies and lazing around... well... that didn't last long... Daddy started to get stir crazy.... he hates sitting on the couch all day... he can't stand watching movie after movie after movie in a row.... he starts to get cabin fever and wants to go out like something bad.... I've never really experienced this myself .... since my idea of lazing around and watching movies .... is just that... lazing around and watching movie after movie after movie.... so as you can see we have a conflict of interest... so what we decided to do to elieviate the problem was to go shopping for groce | |
