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Monday Surprise!!

08.31.04 (7:09 pm) [edit]

Monday, August 30th, 2004.…

Ahhh… the dreaded Monday. I gotta say this is one of the most hated days of the week. I know when I used to work full time I had the pleasure of hating Monday mornings every week…. Now that we have been operating our store full time for the past month Mondays has become that dreaded day for me again… just not followed by the sickening knots in my tummy and tears in my eyes I used to feel everyday that I had to go to work…. But that was a serious work issue… and far far behind me now…. I must admit I have been enjoying my new life of working side by side with my hubby (even if it’s 6 days a week) I never really realized how great it is working with your significant other until I did!! And I must say… some people claim that they would never ever work with their spouse… some people claim that is just too much time with their significant other… for me the time we spend together all day is what makes us stronger… We know completely everything about each other and we learn new things about one another and each other every day!! It is a pure pleasure and a treat of mine to wake up everyday and know that he is gonna be by my side for the rest of the day b’cus he wants to…. not b’cus he has to…

This morning was just as good as most in our house… we got up and even managed to make it to the gym this morning!! Yeah… maybe we can get back on track?? Ha ha ha… Well I won’t be that brazen to say that we have learnt our lazy lesson this past few months… we still looked half dead and wanted to die (at least I know I wanted to) after the first 20 minutes!! I noticed that we have a new gym girl… there is a new behind the front counter girl… no more Summi!! (I'll call her Summi).. I must admit Summi and I haven’t really been the best of gym buddies… Once again… like many times in my life… she was under the impression that I had eyes for her gym crush…. Her and a trainer from our gym share googly eyes and flirty touches and when I came full time on the scene (I used to work all day so in order to get my work outs in I was at the gym at 6 in the morning … the time when 'lover boy' wasn’t training) She was dead set on the fact that I was after her trainer… glares and stares…. Gossip about me probably for sure circulated…. The real story… I am MARRIED people!! And happily married… and to top it all off I fancy ladies!! I’m not looking for a new guy!! I was just an innocent gym client minding my own daily gym biz… When one day "A" (Summi's trainer) decided to befriend me…. even offered to do free training sessions with me…. He he he… I guess being a cutie blonde helps … not to mention fresh meat on the gym floor… ha ha ha…. I find the gym is such a meat market… the trainers swarm all the attractive ladies in hopes of picking up a hot client here and there… it probably helps the time fly .... staring at hot ass all day… ha ha ha… "A".... I could tell was trying to make me his 'mark'… but hey!! He was a nice guy and seemed to have true intentions…. Being married himself and seeming to love his job of training and helping people meet their physical goals… I figured he was just being a nice guy to the 'new girl' and offering to help me out…. Well… I don’t know if my original perceptions were correct... the following weeks of "A" and I’s new training friendship… I started to notice the glares… and stares… and I knew the accusations where flying about me and my ‘supposed’ interest in "A"… I had to put it to a stop…. So I stopped talking to A… As the months have followed since our original training sessions and I notice that A and Summi's relationship has shown signs of being more than 'just friends'…. I have been seeing A in a different light… I think he has been fooling around on his wife with Summi… and her issues with me where a reflection of the affection going on behind the scenes… That makes me sick and a bit pissed... I am sick b'cus .... One: if you are married... YOU ARE MARRIED!! You take a vow... and it is not one to be taken lightly!! Two: I see this as becoming such the 'norm' trend... having extra cirricular affairs.... I realize you are at work all day with these people... but you made a commitment!! Make it work with your spouse first!!... It makes me sick... and lately with all the gym drama that has happened ( one of the trainers got caught cheating supposedly with clients on his preggers wife!! :shock: ) I find it discusting to be that way and call yourself a professional!! I just see people as being all too selfish in their quest to find themselves or what they think is themselves... usually b'cus they have been persuaded by another... that they aren't willing to stop and work shit out when it happens... they would rather brush it under some hidden soul mat and forget the problem exists.... I watch stupid talk shows about it all the time... and you think it's all bull... but living from experience... I know that an affair in a marriage can be detremental to a marriage (NO... Not me silly's... I'm not the adulterer.... my marriage has never been sacificed for a moment of stupidity... I got married b'cus I wanted the commitment!!) But I was a very intical part of the relationships break down and saw what the effects of adultry can do to a family and marriage.... I would never wish that apon any person... BUT... if you choose that bed to sleep in ... you better be ready to pay the price to sleep in those expensive sheets you just used!!

Enough with the gym adultry hour.... Today at work I was all alone... and very bored... There wasn't many people through the doors today and I have been pretty much sitting here wondering where Daddy is and how long it really is gonna take him to do his 'errand'.... But the jig was up soon... he calls with suspicious questions.... only ones he would ask if up to something.... So I answer the questions the way I want the situation to turn out :wink: cus that's what us girls have power on... ha ha.... And voila!! When I got home this evening after my very long a draining day.... ha ha ha... I can't say that enough... our house was a different color down our hall.... and up the stiars... I am happy to see the color change... now time to paint the red in the bedroom... va va va voom!! Ha ha ha...

Well looks like my week is off to a slow start.. but hey... at least I don't have to be part of the Summi / A drama anymore... damn haters.... ha ha ha....Well until tommorow I hope you all have a great start to your weeks... take care peeps!!

I've been a very lazy girl....

08.30.04 (8:37 pm) [edit]

Sunday, August 28th, 2004.…

I’ve heard people say that Sunday is your down day… the day you do all the things you wanna do or the day you laze around and do nothing all day… Whatever you consider to be your ‘down’ time that is what you do on this day… Well all week I have been wanting to laze around on my couch all day… I’ve been wanting to do dick all…. all day! Sunday is our only day off… so that sparks a bit of a dilemma b’cus it is our only day off we would like to accomplish something during our only day to ourselves…. But still I can be a lazy ass and don’t want to do a thing all day…. My morning was like most this week… I lazed around and enjoyed taking my sweet ass time… Daddy was a tad bit different… he has had a fire in his pants since he woke up this morning at 5... Grrrrr… Like a child worse than the kitties… he is having issues with my doddling... He doesn’t seem to see how much I enjoy my doddling some mornings… I try to be on schedule and up to speed most mornings… I can’t help it if I’m a girlie and require a little extra time in the mornings... he he.. but I must admit … on days that we have the time and I can doddle… he usually lets me doddle to my fullest extent… but today he seems to have issues with the doddling… I think he has been feeling extremely cooped up lately with working the store full time… poor fella… maybe we need a little vacay!! Next weekend is a long one… maybe we’ll hop in the car and go for a mini trip… We were hoping that our old employee would have called us by now and offer to work a shift or two… if that was the case we were going to head out to BC… But she hasn’t called and we don’t want to leave the store in Corkey’s hands so we’re gonna stay put… no trip to BC this week… We have also been thinking about going to Calgary to visit some of our friends down there and see the zoo!! I haven’t seen Twy in years and she lives down there now…so I have been thinking about going to see her one day soon… what better time than the long weekend… Who knows… we’ll probably change our minds by mid-week anyways… so it’s all just hear say now…

Pacing from room to room… I can feel Daddy’s vibe and it’s not good… I can tell he is feeling completely cooped up and he doesn’t want to spend the day lazing around on the couch watching movies and eating cookie dough... ha ha ha… ok ok … minus the cookie dough but still… I really wanted to laze today!! He has been pacing the rooms looking for something that will entertain his mind for more than a moment… nothing seems to be that stimulating today… usually the internet can kill his time quite well… but it seems that he hasn’t found anything worth looking at online lately… It seems like that with most things lately… Everything has lost it’s lustre… it’s appeal…. it’s over all …. worth. Nothing seems to be worth the hassle of the shop… or worth the amount requested to purchase the item … nothing seems to be or feel overly amusing or even give me an iota of satisfaction anymore… I feel like life has hit a lull… Which in some cases can be an actuality… and in our case I feel b’cus we have to work our store full time and have a 6 days a week commitment we have gotten into a lull… We were hoping for so many more things to be different in our lives by now and none of them are really reality for us at this moment… We were wanting to do a bunch of indoor and outdoor work to our house by the end of the summer….. haven’t done that… We wanted to spend more time on the road travelling… haven’t done that either…. We were even anticipating finding a special someone to spend our summer, fall, winter, spring together with….. That’s not a huge thing… we haven’t really had the time to develop any sort of relationship with anyone at this moment…. With working the store all week and our only day off during the week we wanna sleep and clean … I don’t really view us as being a huge catch to anyone at this moment…I’m sure we’ll find her one day… just these past few months hasn’t been the right time… and who knows what the future holds….

I knew it was too good to be true when I was lounging on the couch…. A very agitated Daddy comes in and says…. "OK… Let’s get out of here"… He has had enough of doing nothing and wants to get out… he doesn’t care where we go… he just wants to get out… He took me for a nice drive out into the country to look at some lots we looked at months ago… They’re all lakefront lots and when we first discovered these lots we figured that the lots would sell out fast… well… almost a year later they are still available for purchase… The lake that these lots are situated on is a very nice little lake… reminds me a lot of BC when we are driving around looking at the cabins around here…. We reminisced about how great BC weather is and how we would like to live there again… The thought of spending 110+ thousand on just a lot here in Alberta is outrageous… at least it seems outrageous to us… especially since the climate here is the shits… We would rather spend that type of money on a lot located in a warmer climate than the one here… But like I said… that’s just us… For example Cork… his dream climate is somewhere like here… somewhere where it doesn’t get above 25 too often and tends to be on the cooler side than the warmer side of things…. But us… no way… we wanna live in a climate that is 30 + everyday… somewhere where the sun is always shining and it never snows…. Ha ha ha… sounds like a dream world hey?? Ha ha ha… well as long as we’re Canadian citizens we’re gonna have to life with snow in the winters…

Our evening was quite quiet… we lazed around and watched the telle…. Tonight the MTV Music Video Awards are on… I am such a celeb junkie I of course had to watch…. Nothing extremely interesting happened on the program… at least nothing I found to be too out there… but then again it takes alot to make me think something is way out there…. I’ve been feeling like a hog lately… ate a whole pie today :oops: and haven’t been to the gym in days… I’m starting to feel very shitty about myself… but that’s my problem not yours… don’t know why I complain about it so much… But then again what person do you know that doesn’t complain about themselves every now and then?? So needless to say we have to get our butts back into the gym…. No ifs ands or butts about it!!

Well I hope you all have had a productive or relaxing time this weekend… That’s what we get them for…. Until tomorrow, take care y’all….

Like two little high schoolers...

08.29.04 (8:51 am) [edit]

Saturday, August 27th, 2004....

This morning we awoke in a tangled mess.... Enjoying each others company oooh soo much last night has left us in a bed of messed up sheets and pillows everywhere.... not to mention random peices of clothing in all areas of the bed that get all tangled up in our feet as we try to make our way out of our messy bed.... Cosmo says: 'A messy looks like it got hit by a tornado bed is a sign of happy love.... and good times in your room'....Well I must say.... true on both acounts... we have a very happy love life and enjoy our time spent in our comfy confine of our bed.... The four of us all hole ourselves up in there for hours and hours on end some days.... we're a bunch o' lazy buggers some days.... This morning we finally managed to drag our asses out of bed with just enough time to blog and get ready for our final day of the week at work!! Weeee.... tommorow is Sunday and we don't have to work!! Yeah! It will be nice to stay at home all day tommorow if I wanna... I think our cats are also wanting some alone time with us... since Cork has been over for most of the week (the little kitty hates company... he holes himself up in the room upstairs) and we had alone time last night... the kitties haven't seen much of us in the past few days... Well I can't say they haven't seen us b'cus they have seen us... but just haven't gotten their usual kitty attention they are used to recieving... Which mostly consists of shoulder rides and kitty rub downs.... ha ha ha... I started to massage my cats... I did it kind of like a 'kitty spa'... deep tissue massage... I thought it would deter my cat (once he plants himself he is there for the duration of the evening... you got to get him off some how!!)... plus he felt like he had little kitty knots in his back :? if that's possible...But over the months he keeps coming back for it and wants more and more of it.... I think he has become accustomed to it... damn cat... just kidding... I love my kitties... But I must admit they do become quite a chore... almost childlike in a way... except they don't have diapers... they have a messy litter filled litter box that gets litter everywhere!! Grrrrr.... but I love em and can over look having to sweep everyday.... They don't cry... or verbally beg... but they do meow cry... and meow constant for things if they want them... it's almost as annoying as a child... I can remember the old ploys I used to do to get shit from my folks... and these cats use the same tatics... just different... they are meowing!! They'll follow us from room to room... they'll cry out the windows to indicate to the others in the neighbourhood that we're bad cat parents... ha ha ha... They even resort to viciousness if they have no other resort.... It's a good thing they aren't bad tempered.... we might have a problem on our hands... cus the big kitty looks like he needs his backed rubbed!!

The store today was hopping.... tonnes of people looking for something to spice up their weekends with.... actually had the best day of the month sales wise today!!... Except... one thing... the store computer fucked up... and all our sales weren't acounted for... so now we have to go through the hassel of headoffice and the computer company and phone calls blah blah blah bull shit all day on Monday to sort out why their stupid computer didn't work!! URGH!!... You have a good day then it's totalled off with something bad... everything always evens out for us... Something great happens... then shit happens... so 'it all ends up even in the wash'... as my folks used to say... But I must admit today wasn't a total write off... Daddy and I have been like two little high schoolers again... Grabbing at each others bums and smooching when no one is in the store... We have been acting like horny little kids rescently... Must be something in the water... ha ha ha... You remember back in the day when you used to see your Mom and Dad in the kitchen or where ever and they where all smooching and grabbing on each other like they were kids again?? I remember how I used to think ewwww... gross... don't do that!! Now that I am older and understand the ways of a loving realtionship I understand that all of those little love pinches here and there and smoochie fests in the kitchen are what's called for... that's how you interact and speak to one another on a more personal level... Now Daddy and I have always been clingy on each other.... ever since we started dating we haven't been able to keep our hands off each other... 11 years later we are still just as clingy if not even more clingier!! We grope... each other all the time... even get in shit by my folks now... ha ha ha... when we're at their place and we're all smooching in the kitchen we get... Ewwww... Gross... cut that out!! Ha ha ha... how the times change... hey? Ha ha ha....

This evening we had company over... yep.. you guessed it.. Cork came over.... again! He has really got to find somewhere else to hang out b'cus my little cat really doesn't like him and he pesters the big one... and Daddy doesn't stand for his precious cat getting pestered... so Cork's invites are wearing thin.... But all is good tonight... we had dinner and watched a movie... and we were able to usher him out the door at a decent hour so we could get back into the mess we made last night :wink:

Ahhhhh.... another day... definately plenty of dollars.... Hope you all are having a great weekend... until tommorow take care

Born to be a pet....

08.28.04 (8:31 am) [edit]

Friday, August 26th, 2004....

Back to our lazy ass ways... it's just too inviting to stay in bed these last few mornings.... It has been getting cooler these days around here and unfortunately I think our summer is gone.... or fleeting fast.... It's kinda depressing living here in this crap hole of a city we like to consider our home... It's ugly... dusty... getting to be too congested.... and it has got to have the shortest damn summers in the world!! Honestly... our weather forcaster told us all the other day on the nightly news that our city has only had 30 days that have gone above 20 this summer.... 30 days!! What a joke!! I come from a different Provence than the one I live in now... and there you got a real summer.... you could swim in the lakes from May to mid-Sept.... You didn't have snow past mid-March... you actually could plan an outdoor wedding based on the weather there... here you don't know if you could go for a 10 minute walk without getting soaked.... *shakes head* ... why oh why did I ever move to this place?? Oh I know..... for love.....

People sometimes do crazy things for love.... I know I do... When I first set eyes on Daddy I knew I wanted to be with him... He was the new guy at school... looking all hot and fresh.... Who is this guy?? Every girl wondered... He was like a dream come true... just in hallway form.. he he... When he would move through the halls I would see him but he never saw me.... I would hope for the day that he would look at me with the same big doey eyes I looked at him in... Actually most girls looked at him with those eyes... I knew he was gonna be harder to obtain than I anticipated.... Actually I had never landed a dream dude before.... I had a few highschool crushs fellas that didn't even know I existed.... and I was never ballsy enough to confront any of them... So why would I be able to with this new guy?? I wouldn't have... but as fate would have it... luck shone down on me and granted me a friend... who had a friend who was Daddy's best friend!! So... now time to work my six degree magic.... he he he... As luck would also have it... Neil... Daddy's friend that knew my friend... Well Neil was in love... I'mma talking infacuation obsessed love with my friend Jodi..... It happened to be Neil's b-day and Jodi and I were hanging out watching our favorite tv program back then... he he he... remember the good old 90210 days?? Ha ha ha... While we were watching our show.... Neil calls... tells Jodi he wants to see her for his b-day... she then tells him... You don't bring Daddy... I don't go out!... So in other words... he's gotta go and talk Daddy into coming out with us ... otherwise Jodi doesn't want to see him... So neil goes and works his word magic on Daddy and the boys show up..... from that moment on January 11th, 1994.... we have been stuck at the hip.... Well most of the times we have been stuck at the hip... other times we have been more stuck in other places... ha ha ha ha.....

As the years have past we have grown to become great lovers... and even better friends... he is my life my love and my bestest friend in the whole wide world.... He is like my right arm and my left lung... he is my reason for breathing and my reason for life.... I truely believe that he is the one that was ment for me... Sent from the heavens above to care for me and love me the way I should be loved and cared for.... He treats me with the kind of affection and compassion you could only hope for a man to treat his wife with.... He lets me be who I am... but still reminds me of who I was and where I came from.... In this crazy life we call our own you could only hope to find a person in your life that you could love with all of your being... I love this man not b'cus he is that... a man.... But b'cus he is my world.... the person I love.... the person I trust.... the one I wanna be with for the rest of my life.... and he thinks the same of me..... We care for each other like our cats do for one another... with love and affection... nothing but a warm comforting care.... Like the way our cats follow one another from room to room.... clean each other and always make sure they are together at bedtime so they can curl up together..... that is the way Daddy and me are... We always used to laugh and say how Tawnie (our little kitty) is Cuji (our big kitty) 's pet.... I guess that makes Daddy and I each others' pets..... And if thats the case.... all I have to say is.... I'm happy to have been born to be Daddy's pet.... if this is the way life is supposed to be lived.... I'm living it large!!

We had a very dull and boring day... not much happened until we left the store... tonight we have decided to light a few candles and have some fun... good clean .... me and Daddy fun.... no tv... no phone calls... no internet.... no Cork.... NO ANYTHING.... just me and him..... It was a great night.

Hope you all had a great start to your weekends.... mine seems to be off to a good one.... until tommorow take care y'all....

The Daily Blab....

08.27.04 (4:27 pm) [edit]

Thursday, August 26th, 2004.…

Wow… we actually got up early and made it to the gym…. It felt great to actually do something active for myself today…. You never realize how good it feels to work out in the mornings until you don’t do it for a few days… D was at the gym this morning… she looked all nice and tanned… she’s been working with a trainer… she’s getting a nicely toned body on her too…. It might be the tan that helps… I know that when you tan... you usually look 5-10 pounds lighter… ha ha... I guess if you work on tv and you’re tanned you look like you would on the street!! Ha ha ha… But seriously… it was nice to see D and her hot little body today :P Ha ha ha ha… I sometimes find myself looking at women and comparing them to myself… ya ya I know... I’m sure we have all done this from time to time… but when I can look at a girl and see her progression through hard work and dedication… such as getting a trainer… and I know her body was the same size as mine when she started her quest for the ’hot’ body… it kinda gets me motivated… this happened to me a few weeks back when I saw T at her wedding… I knew T and I were the same measurements everywhere b’cus we had to measure each other for kickboxing… we were the exact same… right down to even our weight… but over the years she has lost weight and has been toning up… she looks awesome.. I found myself being envious… damn green eyed devil :twisted: … So lately with all of these T and D hot bodies around me I have found myself wanting to make a change for the better…. We’ll see… I can only get soo motivated before exhaustion….

The afternoon was riddled with old reruns of all of our favourite tv programs from the past… Friends… Sienfeld… yadda yadda yadda… all the great sitcoms of past enlightenment…. Cable sure helps the days pass a little faster around here… at least now we have more watching options than the fuzzy television screen with what looks like the Olympics… or the only clear station that we would get on the tv was the French Canadian channel…. Ahhh the lovely language of Canadian French… a language that is only really for them and not really recognized by any other French speaking community in the world… but we have to acknowledge it’s existence by having at least everything on our Canadian packaging printed in Canadian French and English… it’s really quite bizarre… if you live in the province of Quebec you have to have everything on your store frontage signs in Canadian French… or at least half and half… you have to have all of your stationary and advertising for your company done in French and English….. If you don’t have the French on your stuff… you’re going to get charged!! Yowsaaa… for not having French on your signage??Glad we don't live there.... French class didn't really pay off....

Finally an evening by ourselves…. no Corkey following us home…. Can’t help but feel a little sorry for the fella though… being alone and all… since he’s not the kinda guy that chooses to be alone… He is alone… period... Probably b’cus he’s not that great of a catch... and he knows it.. Actually brags about how great of a ‘slob’ he is!! :shock: Wow… talk about verbal degradement…. You know… I am always one to believe that your mood is dependant on what you make it… just like life… it is what you make it… if you wanna brood and shit on others… then be prepared to feel like everyone is looking at you as a brooding asshole… and quite possibly feel like a brooding asshole... if you think your life is shit and you’re always going to be shit… than you’re probably going to always feel that way b’cus you are doing nothing for yourself mentally to make your physical self do something for yourself!!…. Now... there are some that just can’t help their negative frame of mind… they view the world from what they believe to be reality… now you can either believe in their perception of reality… or not… It’s your choice to choose to see the world from their own point of view…. I would like to believe that most people think the way they wanna think… believe in the realities that they want to believe… but unfortunately some of these realities and points of view are skewed …. Some people also bend their personal beliefs and morals to fit those of others…. Looking for acceptance is usually why these people bend their personal morals…. They are so willing to change their life to conform to another’s that they are even willing to believe that they are what the other is looking for b’cus they believe in the same things… if only to impress the other… I say this b’cus Cork is a guy who always speaks of having a family one day… and my friend that he seems to be soo hung up on.. Well she might not be able to have children in the future… I mention this to Cork just as a ‘you should know’…. he was soo easily willing to say… "so… I didn’t want any kids"... yet the previous day he was yapping to Daddy about how when he has kids he’s not going to be a shitty parent like their parents were…. So what’s up with this new revelation of not wanting children on Cork’s part?? Oh I know… the girl he likes may not want them…. That’s why… I see this so often with people looking for love… so willing to pass up their wants and goals for the sake of being with someone that may or may not be there for life… But I suppose that’s how many people in life are… I can’t be one to say that I haven’t myself conformed to fit my relationship once or twice in our life span together… and I see many more changes for us in the future too… the more we grow in life together as one the more we realize who it is we truly are… and what we truly want out of life…. When you are with a partner that can help you through these tough and trying times of self enlightenment… and help you discover yourself for who you are and not force a personality or lifestyle on you… that’s when you know you have found someone worth keeping around… But enough about that… I have found my Prince Charming… now where is our Princess??

Well… another day… another dollar!! Ha ha…there I go again... I have been finding more time lately for my typing… hence the humungo blogs recently…. Hope you like... I may not be so inspired in the future… but I’ll never be at a loss for words… As someone once told me... they could give me a word... one word and I could come up with a long drawn out personal true life story about that word in my life.... ha ha ha... so I'll never be at a loss for words!!

Well until tomorrow… keep typing and take care y’all…..

I've lost that shopping feeling....

08.26.04 (3:18 pm) [edit]

Wednesday, August 25th, 2004.….

This has got to stop… we have missed 4 days at the gym now… not good! We were doing so well… we made sure to only miss (max.) 1 day a week… and now we’re back into our old lazy ways…. It’s just sooo much easier to lie around in bed all morning than go and run for an hour… isn’t it?? Well not for long… I am sure we’ll be back in our sweats tomorrow... I can’t keep all this extra summer tubbi on… blah... Our morning this morning consisted of shopping for new office furniture… tables to be exact.. We’re getting cable and internet at work today and our back office is a mess… so if we expect someone to be able to set up the cable and internet properly we should at least make an effort to organize the office area… What better place to go than Ikea… Man this place is a huge maze o’ constructible furniture… the only time I can handle this place is on a weekday during the earlier hours of the morning… anything after 11 am... Your asking for a headache… grrrrr… damn crowds… Anyways… this morning we went to Ikea and searched high and low for something we could use in our small space that wasn’t over our budget… ha ha ha… anything over 10 bucks is over budget for us … ha ha ha… when it comes to the store… ha ha ha… Well… whatdya know?? Nothing that we’re interested in!… This doesn’t come as a surprise to me… since lately I haven’t had an urge to spend or buy anything for a very long time… the thought of having to buy something really bothers me… I hate the thought of having to spend hours in a mall to try and find something to wear… I tolerate the fact that you have to buy and shop for your necessities… but when it comes to anything more… I can’t find the desire in myself to shop my little heart out like I did back in the day…

With Ikea a bust we decided to rearrange what we have in the office and make good with the tables we already have…. The cable company told us that their install tech will be out here between the hours of 11-4... You know how ‘trusty’ cable companies are… they say 11-4... but really mean 4-11... ha ha ha… We were impressed… the cable guy showed up almost right after 11... After a few minutes of poking around upstairs and figuring out were the cable lines are in the building he confesses to Daddy that he doesn’t have a power drill… ?? WTF?? You’re an install tech and you don’t have a drill?? Wow… I woulda figured he would at least have been slightly prepared.... So after doing as much as he can…. which was not much… he then proceeds to ask Daddy if he could go get his drill from home… to drill the hole himself... and then leaves our cable modem behind and says "all you gotta do is hook it all up and it should work"…. So now we… meaning Daddy… has to go and drill a hole through the ceiling in our back office up into the ceiling space where the tech had left all the cable just lying there waiting for the hole to be drilled… after that was done we had the pleasure of hooking up our internet modem… which after realizing our laptop didn’t hook up properly without a special card slot thingy majiggie ... grrrr.... thats another story on it's own…. It was time to hook up our modem and see it in all of it’s internet providing glory… but… like everything… it’s fucked!! Don’t know why it isn’t working… all we did is hook it up... and it should go... right?? Wrong… turns out the tech shouldn’t have left without phoning in head quarters with the info for our internet confirmation... But he did leave… and now the 'over the phone' tech can’t help me over the phone b’cus we don’t exist to them… yet… So now we have to wait for another tech to come out and hook us up properly... since the other guy couldn’t do his job… grrrr… So now we wait… probably for another week to get our internet hooked up right… they say we’re on a priority list… b’cus their other tech was incompident ass … but like always we’ll probably have to wait… But... like all good things… it comes to those who wait….

Our day at the store was slow... too slow... Barely did any numbers today… not good!… Corkey has been swarming around the store today too… looking to ‘chat’ as he says… ya right… you’re so one dimensional Cork it’s not even funny!… I have been feeling a bit regretful… well not really regretful but can’t find the word I’m looking for… I was kinda harsh last night to Cork… said some things that may have been taken too hard… After the hours of the begging and badgering by Cork yesterday… over Twy and working The Store I ended up saying … "I wouldn’t place all your hopes and dreams on your future being The Store and Twy.."… It’s the truth… but still it could hurt the guy… especially after the hours of yapping and the hope he has displayed… he’s really gung ho…. about her and about the store… but honestly... the guy doesn’t have it in him to run a business…. It’s tough work… it seems easy on the surfice but you really have to think about what is going on… you get robbed blind by jack-offs… you have to do bank transactions and deal with the warehouse on a bi-weekly basis... and you have to keep up the stock... and that requires actually paying attention to your stock and ordering the stock… something I don’t think Cork is really up for… I think he’s more in ‘like’ with the idea of the simple life the store portrays… but underneath the surfice of the television watching and video game playing there is actual work that goes on here… really there is!! Until the day he acknowledges the fact that this store is actually a business and not a hang out I don’t think he’s very well suited to be running this business…. He claimed today as he was leaving our store … that he was going to go and find another job…. Hmmm… I’d like to see that…

Well… it’s been a long a boring day… nothing much else to say… it seems that opening my mouth has been my problem lately… I talk too much… say the wrong things… or the right things to some… in Cork’s case… ha ha… but.. What are you gonna do?? Shut up?? NAH…. This is me we’re talking about… ha ha ha…

Well until tomorrow... take care y’all….

Ever opened a can of worms you wished you didn't??

08.25.04 (3:08 pm) [edit]

[b]Tuesday, August 24th, 2004.…[/b]

Boy oh boy… what a start to our week… first being in sick bed all day with my 26 oz. flu :oops: … blah… Then today we had a slow lazy start to our day… we’ve been lazy mofo’s for the past 2 days and we didn’t want to bother with the gym today either… even though I do wanna see D... she just went to Vegas this past weekend… wonder if she was a lucky ducky!! I guess we’ll try the gym again tomorrow… right?? :? [i]Ha ha ha[/i]… So our morning was spent in front of our computer searching for places to live… We were at dinner the other night at the inlaws (or [i]outlaws[/i] as some of [i]us [/i]call them… [i]he he he [/i] :wink:) and they were interested in maybe purchasing some investment property... Great!! We are too… so now Daddy and I are doing the leg work … searching out investment properties… fun stuff actually... It’s amazing the cost of some of the areas around our fine country… Even more interesting is the fact that most of these luxury residences are unopened to US sale… meaning there’s no way the Canuck owner is going to part ways with his lovely land for a Yank’s few dollars… In alot of ways I don’t blame the owners for having that sort of clause in their sale agreement… Lately there has been a tonne of American investors coming up to Canada to invest… now that’s all great and fine... I have no problems with the little guy starting business and trying to make a name for themselves in another country. What I hate is the Big American Corporations … or Big Corporations in general… I totally don’t care for their major Canadian/World.. take over… don’t you just love the thought that one day all you’re gonna have is a huge Walmart and nowhere else to shop at? It’s a sad thought… but with Big Corporations trying to make life ‘easier’ for us with their huge stores… big parking lots and not to mention the fact that your favourite 'little guy' store down the street that “Joe” owned is now gone… and now “Joe” also can’t go to his favourite beach anymore b’cus the "American Joes” have bought up all the lakefront property and now none of the local town residents can enjoy their once cherished swimming spot… sad but true… it’s going to be a [i]super sized[/i] world in the future… owned by [i]everyone[/i] but [i]us[/i]… I guess that’s why you have to try to get in on the getting when the getting is good… or so I have heard a few times…

Our big investment ideas are some pricey lakefront lots and houses… Some in the Okanogan area ... where I grew up… actually, the exact same piece of lakefront property I grew up at! Strange enough 20 years later it’s for sale… It’s a great place … I know that for sure… but we have also been looking at the Vancouver Island area too... We have found some great investment out that way… and maybe if we’re really gung ho we can find a business to start up out there and leave this store and climate behind us… weeee... But!! There is a huge BUT in there… we are just in the stages of looking right now… and that means it’s all ‘just talk’… which is all fine and dandy but unfortunately we have come across some mixed signals… well actually I don’t know how crossed the signals are … but we are starting to pick up the vibe that Daddy’s brother Corkey wants to take over our business… Well… this could be good for us… but also very far in the future for us… At the moment we are in no shape to start a new business and move right away… and as far as starting a new business … when we already have a functional one…. why bother?? This has been our game plan for a long while now… We have a store… we have a house and we have no debt… we make an income off the store… why jump back into all that stuff again?? Why not sit on our duffs for a bit and really plan out our next step out… Good plan… this has been our plan for years… but now Corkey is in the store everyday and he is all offering to help out… [i]Hmmmmm[/i]… well that could be extremely helpful in most cases but also very sticky…. I am under the impression that Corkey is out for a full time pay… for zero hour shifts… He has been persistent on offering us time off…. “Go.. GO” he says… I could handle a weekend or two around here… :? This I’m not quite sure of… and if you knew Corkey you would agree with me... that a weekend under his control?? :shock: This place may not be standing when we get back… [i]ha ha ha[/i].. just kidding.. But we would be a tad bit leery of letting Corkey run the store… but if we need the time off to look at property… and no one else is offering to help work the store… so... we might just take him up on his offer…

I have seen a tonne of Corkey in these past few days… since he has moved out to the area where our store is located he has been in our store every [b][i]damn[/i][/b] day… he has been following us home and staying until all hours of the night watching our cable television [i](since he is too broke to have his own)… [/i]I am all for having people hang out… but I get to a certain time and I don’t want to have company in my house anymore… it’s like the old Cinderella story… come midnight I change… I guess I change more into a Warewolf or Mr. Hyde or should I say Mz. Hyde more so at midnight than a sweet and frumpy girl looking for love.. [i]He he[/i]… unless you catch me on the right night :wink: [i]ha ha[/i]… but none the less I turn into someone that isn’t quite the friendliest when I am tired… and people... I think they know it… But Corkey... he seems to be oblivious to this vibe I throw out… So like I said for the past few days he has been hanging off my ass... not just b’cus the store is such a fun and interesting place to hang out at all day (not!) and all the great channels we have… but b’cus I made the mistake of mentioning an old friend of mine... A friend that I haven’t seen in years and a friend that years ago he used to have a huge turn on for… Well years later her and I have gotten back in touch and we’re planning on seeing each other and getting our friendship back on track again… all is great with us… But … me in my drunken stupor the other night mentions to Corkey… “Hey wouldn’t it be great if you and Twy could get together… she could use a nice guy like you... she is miserable you know?”… I went on to blab about “How she hasn’t been happy for years and needs a nice guy to help her through her problems…” I think Corkey is a nice guy… but he can’t take care of himself properly so why I mention all of this banter while intoxicated … I dunno :? … But now I have been paying the consequences… Corkey has been on my ass constant none stop since I mentioned Twy and her misery and her needing a nice guy… badgering me to tell her that he is still interested... [i]VERY[/i] interested… and asking me about all of her problems and how he doesn’t care what her hang ups are or what issues she has… he is willing to work through it all… with her… and the future is going to be all roses and buttercups and they are gonna love each other forever and ever and ever… [i]blah blah blah.. just please tell her... please...[/i]… When you can take care of yourself… I might mention your perks to my friends… but he’s about as helpless as her… I do think he is a great guy… and if she ever comes to town to visit.. maybe.. I will invite Cork over… but.. I’m not going to completely badger her like Corkey has been badgering me… I’m not going to ‘sell’ Corkey to her the way he has been pestering me to… if it happens... it will happen…

Can’t help but feel like we have given Corkey some false assumptions about working our store and about Twy [i](on my part)… [/i]I truly think he thinks he is gonna work the store for a few shifts … and then eventually take over our business… Since we had conversations about the ‘perfect plan’ would be to have a full time employee run our store for 3/4 -1/2 of the month and we run it for the other 1/2 - 1/4... therefore leaving us to live where ever we want… But it takes money to do that and he has none… so if he wants to buy our business I think he should start to get a move on in the finance department before thinking the future is already set…Personally I don’t think the few hours we can offer him in shifts per month will help him get to that goal anytime soon… and as long as he holds on to the thought of working here full time one day... [i]which won’t be happening any time soon since Daddy and I need to make a living out of the store and have no plans on moving soon[/i]… is not helping him… he is going to have to have to find a job of his own… but like I have said... he seems to be a bit mislead in what he is going to be contributing to our stores hours… and there is only so many times we can say “we can’t offer you full time work right now“… I also can’t help but feel like I have also given the guy a false hope with Twy too… since he was sooo infatuated with her years ago and out of everyone [i][b]I[/b][/i] should have known he wouldn’t be over her… 10 years later and he’s still burning for her… so big OPPS on me… I should have never said a word… but I did.. and now I am in the position of telling him… “don’t hold me to my drunken banter”… “I don’t know where her head is at”… “I was just saying, wouldn’t it [i]be[/i] nice?”… Hopefully he’ll get the point and realize I didn’t mean that she was interested… I just pretty much wanted to know… that if she was interested… I could tell her that he was too… That’s all!! Nothing more nothing less… *shakes head* when am I ever going to learn to keep my big mouth shut? :roll:

Well... these are the thoughts running through my mind today… work was boring and filled with a whole bunch of nothing going on… except for the Corkey badgering and following us home for another late night visit… GRRRR… Tuesday night is BB5 night… no time for talk... me wanna watch tv!! Hopefully Daddy and I can have a day alone tomorrow… maybe even a night to ourselves too… [i]oooh.. [/i]now there’s a concept :wink: I’ll keep my fingers crossed…

So until tomorrow watch what you say to the ones you talk to today… or anyday for that fact… you may be giving them the wrong impression if your not addressing what you say correctly… who knows… maybe you’ve given someone the wrong impression and opened a can of worms of your own that you can’t close!

Take care y’all… see you tomorrow!

Bang Bang bang the sound of music in the head.....

08.24.04 (5:34 am) [edit]

[b]Monday, August 23rd, 2004....[/b]

Ie yie yiehhhhh...... boy oh boy did I ever tie one on last night.... I really definately had too much to drink... I don't know why I do this to myself... I know when I am going to get ill (badly ill) off of alchol so why do I still attempt to drink more than a handful of drinks?? That's the million dollar question of the day....

Up at 6am .... barf!... Up at 7:30am... barf! Up at 8am... getting the picture yet?? I was ill almost hourly (if I wasn't asleep) all day... I first tried to pretend that I wasn't as sick as I was truely feeling.... decided to get up get ready and go to the store with Daddy... well that didn't last long... I was ill and running to the bathroom within minutes of arrival at the store and the majority of the afternoon that I was at the store I slept in the back office curled up on the couch (the haven).... But... I couldn't stay there like a dead lump all day... my neck was getting kinked... my stomach started feeling worse b'cus of the angle I had to curl up at... and my head would NOT stop pounding.... BOOM BOOM BOOM.... and this isn't the great club hopping kinda boom that you enjoy listening to... this was my head is throbbing so bad that I can hear my whole body throb.... christ almighty... why did I ever decide last night was a good time for drinking....

Finally got kicked out... told to "go home"... No arguments here... I'll go.... So home I went... spent the rest of the afternoon, evening in bed... hope I feel better tommorow.... I can't handle another day of no food and heaving like a motha' .....

Well hope you all have had a better start to your weeks than I have.... until tommorow take care....

Sunday bloody Sunday

08.23.04 (6:01 am) [edit]

[b]Sunday August 22nd, 2004...[/b]

Sunday!! Our only day off during the week... yeah!! But today was no glorious day weather wise to write home about... it has been dreary and miserable outside... it looks like it wants to rain but can only manage to sputter out half ass drizzle.... making for a very humid and cool damp day... don't wanna go out too much today... but when you only have one day off a week you kinda have to get your rear in gear... Not today.... This morning we decided to take it easy.... we slept in and said "no gym for the day".... we've been enjoying our lazing around in bed and the covers are ever so tempting to just stay in them all day... the cats don't seem to mind.. they have firmly planted themselves at the foot of the bed and have made themselves almost what looks like blanket cat nests.... awe.. too cute... they have been working hard all morning to get those kitty ass grooves just right!

For our outing today we decided to go and look at old car lots... Daddy has a huge fasination with old cars... think Snoop Dogg rolling in his 60's Chevy Impala lowered on 22" rims... that's Daddy's car... his kinda ride... He has been looking online and at car traders for years and years... whenever he finds one within driving distance he goes to look at it.... today was a lucky day... we had an Impala to look at within driving distance... and it's sunday... so no salesmen to badger you.... that's always a perk...

I was asked today to write a character reference letter for someone I know... Now... this is kinda a problem with me... why? Well b'cus this person I know has asked me to write this letter on their behalf... but... I don't really know this person anymore... I haven't really been in their life for quite a few years and the people that this indivdual hangs out with are the main cause for all their problems... hence having to need a character reference... I wanna help this person out.. but I don't want to put my name on a letter for someone that has bad influences in their life.... I don't want to just write them a letter and then they go and do the exact same shit over again.... making my word out to be rubbish... and I stand by my word.... so.. dilema..... :? do I write this letter or don't I??

Tonight we had dinner with the Daddy's family... actually just his Dad and his brother... the Mother in Law was out of town... which suited us all just fine since it seems every dinner we have with them (inlaws) it turns out to be a bitter verbal war on each other.... which makes for very uncomfortable table talk.... tonight was good... I had a little too much to drink :oops: oh well... that's what family dinners are for right?? [i]Ha ha ha[/i].....

Well... the room is spining and my tummy is queazy.... I'm gonna go and nurse myself back to normal health... it's back to the grindstone tommorow so.... until tommorow take care... and hope all your weekends went great....

Looks like Jack-offs come in packs....

08.22.04 (7:08 am) [edit]

[b]Saturday, August 21st, 2004....[/b]

Well well well lookie here it looks like Super Jack-off has a friend…. or maybe it is just him/her… making new “friends” to keep their online persona feeling better about itself… [i]there’s been stories and some doubt on other blogs[/i] :? Anyways… SoPissy I’ll call this persona… has decided to write out a whole verbal vendetta against myself… standing up for his/her ever so inspiring blog hero Super Jack-off…. whoopee!! Thanx for the write up biotch!! [i]Ha ha ha[/i]… anyway he/she… rambles on about how I am adolescent and how high school like I am [i]OH [/i]well… all I got to say about that is :P… stick it up your ass!!… Or better yet why not stick your head back up Super Jack-offs ass where it came from... since everyone seems to have their heads up everyone’s asses!! [i]HA HA HA[/i]… Seriously… if you think I am adolescent and unintelligent and have nothing thoughtful to offer your daily blog reads… than do I really care?? NO… I don’t … BUT if you’re gonna write some slander ass bullshit about me and who I am… like you seem to think you know who I am… than expect me to wanna vent about it… since that is why I am here… to blog about my day and the daily bullshit that I go through… adolescent or not… this is my life and I have decided to share it with my friends, family and I guess all of you jack-offs out there… So if you’re gonna write shit and talk shit and try to work up some sort of hissy from me... today was your last shot… I have come to my end with the likes of you fucks… and as far as my adolescent high school ways… :P nah neh nah neh nah nah :P do I care???

Ahhh… once again getting shit off my chest… once I realized that SoPissy and Super Jack-off weren’t going to stop writing shit about people on here [i](me thinks it’s a ploy to gain more popularity in their own blogs.. or they're just looking for a war of words... seems more like them adolescents starved for attention themselves.. but more in a verbal manner b'cus they feel more confident in words)[/i] I know SoPissy's goal on tblog is to be a total twat and yap about everyone to get a rise out of them... hence this post... to tell him/her that I have seen their slander... and if they had chose to erase my comment that I did make on their blog... but then again tblog has been a bitch lately too... I am being accused of blocking these idividuals from my Polly Princess blog... awe.. I'mma Polly Princess :D I think you are delusional and have no base to stand on any of your claims you have made in your ever so cleverly written post about me and how big of a pussyjunkie I am ... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... great name by the way... pussyjunkie... shoulda thought of that one for myself... Just b'cus I care to verbally stick up for myself b’cus you two have decided to take on some sort of verbal attack on me for sticking up for a blog I care to read about on tblog… find me a “day dreamer” or adolescent or even a mindless attention starved wannabe woman… whomever you seem to think I may be just b’cus I have a kind word and a daily minute to shed someone else’s way… I suppose all the women's blogs I read too and they all me hun and sweetie and OOhh heres a really bad one... Sexy!! They're all mindless drones of women too? If you two are women and consider yourselves to be intelligent and thoughtful individuals you wouldn’t be so willing to jump to conclusions about people you don’t know… you talk about me jumping to conclusions.. I may have made the assumption that a person with the persona of “Super Jack-off” to be a man… a persona so willing to cut down a woman and call them a whore to gain verbal benefit... I assumed that persona of being a man… oh me oh my… I’m guilty of presumption .. SORRY MEN OUT THERE... I guess I was wrong… I guess I shoulda figured Super Jack-off was a raging bitch... even though sources of mine state that Super Jack-off's blog makes reference in he/she wanting to see more tits from a female tblogger and getting a mohawk... Super Jack-off must really be a purdy one if she/he is a girl... maybe that's why shes so fiesty and wordy... can't get anybody to call he/she hun or sweetie... oh.. that's right... he/she doesn't want to be treated like a piece of meat... cus after all that [i][b]IS[/b][/i] being treated like meat you know?? But since I haven’t taken the time to look at his/her blog…[i] and don’t care to[/i]… And only checked out SoPissy’s to see what type of uncalled for and unrelated slander he/she decided to come up with since this hasn’t been their verbal battle… just to see how they have tried to nail down what type of individual they seem to think I am.. I must admit… they took their time and made quite an effort at writing their slander… even accusing me of being inbred… [i]ha ha ha[/i]… ahh some people… well as far as being intelligent individuals… you seem to have serious issues … I give you credit on one part though… you're smart enough to type a mean witted blog… and Super Jack-off learnt how to type right for once... no more der da de da wos cos fuzz!!... But as far as your verbal antics… you calling me and others insecure and worthless mindless wannabes b’cus we take a kind word from a stranger (or friends)… I think you’re the adolescent ones... but that is just my high school antics… If you’re men playing off as the "am I a man, am I a woman"... I’m just gonna have a completely typical male alter ego name to make others think I could be either or… HA.. You attack my name for being materialistic… you attack me for being worthless and a nobody… well my name reflects the somebody I am…. Your names don’t say shit about who you are… and your attack on everyone who stands up for those you dislike… is actually rather adolescent and “high school“… I only carry on with the likes of you freaks is b’cus you’re trying to make me out like I am some hootchie whore that is just jumping on the “I’m gonna love everyone on the tblog hotlist so I can be a part of the hot list“… BAH!!! NO that’s not how I found Cyber’s blog and that is not why I continue to read his daily “day dreams“… b’cus honestly... we’re all a bunch of day dreamers around here… and yes… I am a day dreamer.. b’us that’s the way I choose to live my life… honestly if I chose to pick the ass of every person who likes someone or something I don’t… I wouldn’t have time to live my life for me… and that’s what my life and this blog are about ME… and yes it’s very self centered and adolescent at most times but that’s who I am…. Frankly… I don’t have time for high school anymore… and NO I don't take tblog to serious... but you two have got to GO... that’s all you’re getting out of me…. I am done with you…. BAH…

[i][b](* to all my normal daily readers… no more yap about these yutzes … promise)[/b][/i]

Well… today at the store it was busy… it seems that the weekend is the time for spending… but I guess that’s how it always goes… spend spend spend… [i]what you earn all week… ha ha ha[/i]… We’re all so pathetic at times with money aren’t we? Being a recovering spendaholic I find it interesting that someone would be willing to buy a stupid novelty item with the last of their dollars…. It’s like they’re salivating at the thought of someone taking their money away… in our first hours of work we were flooded with the likes of confused and happy and also ‘suspect’ looking people… I say this (‘suspect’) since now we’re on top watch for suspicious activities... even though if some jack ass decides to take ([i]or should I say[/i] steal) something... there is nothing we can do about it... We can’t do anything while they are in our store (not considered stolen property [i]yet[/i]) and once they’re out what are we gonna do?? Chase them down the street?? Ya right… and get charged ourselves for chasing down the idiot that stole from you in the first place… It’s a sad set up… and people know they can take advantage of doing it too… that’s why they come… fucking thieves….

FUCK FUCK FUCK… listen to me… I AM a foulmouthed jerk…. [i]Ha ha ha[/i]… I have been swearing alot on my blog lately and I apologize if anyone finds it offensive… but honestly in my everyday life I say fuck alot… it is a word for me.. something is either [i]fucking this[/i] or you did [i]fucking that[/i]… or [i]what the fuck[/i]?? We use it a lot.. and I know many people find inappropriate swearing ignorant and unthoughtful… I guess in ways.. ‘lazy talk‘… and ya I think that’s how it originally started with us using the ‘f’ word all the time… it was an easy fill in word… but now I find myself using it in so many more ways… like “ahhh fuck“… usually following bouts of laughter… it’s a good thing… not an ignorant or a lazy search for words kind of way… I find myself actually using it as a word… a feeling a phrase… weird… or should I say fuck :? [i]ha ha ha[/i]…. I’ll try to tone it down abit… actually we’re all adults here… WTF??

Our night was with my family... good times were had... my cousin Danni and her guy came for dinner ... and my brother was around for a breif millisecond... my Moms.. my Pop... all happy to be together.... Ry... Danni's boyfriend... tells us a story about a girl he used to work with moved up North to take on a job with the tourism board.... she had a daily blog... she would type away about her days up in the north posting pictures and even was talking about her work and about how trashy the city was that she is living in.... [i]the City that she is supposed to be promoting[/i].... well.. I guess how she got discovered was by the fact that whenever anyone on the net would type in a search for her nothern town... her blog would pop up... showing the seedy disgusting underbelly of the city she lives in.... I guess someone contacted her employer and informed them of her extra cirricular activities and how she isn't painting a very good picture of her town... she got canned.... I guess it just goes to show... if you ain't your own boss... you should maybe be watching what you say.... actually this whole blog goes to show... you should even watch what you're saying about the people you enjoy reading around here b'cus you'll be considered to be a hootchie two timing whore.... with no love or life of their own so they have to wait for their fictious day dream to come along and take them away.....[i] ha ha ha ha[/i]

Well I'm off to my real life with my real man and in my real world.... that revolves around me.... b'cus thats what this is all about me ME ME!!!! Hope you all are having a great weekend.... until tommorow take care...

pussyjunkie ....
[i]ha ha ha[/i]... love the new nickname... thanx SoPissy!

Friday ... flip off day...

08.21.04 (8:41 am) [edit]

[b]Friday, August 20th, 2004....[/b]

My my my.... this morning was quite an interesting one... we did our usual... gym and tan... then we came home... when I got home this is when it got interesting.... you see this jack-off that has been lipping off many a peeps on tblog here decided that he was going to start his verbal battery on MY blog... UH NUH! Not on my blog... so anyways... he comes and verbally batters me abit more... seems he didn't get enough gabs in on me over at Cyber's blog so he had to come and follow me to mine.... so he goes on to tell me that my blog is a [b]"demonstration of idiocy in its full glory" [/b]... and goes on to tell me that [b]"there is no hope for you - you were born to be a nobody and you will stay one for as long as you choose to remain worthless"[/b].... HUH?? Now how is typing about my day and how a total jack-off like him ruined it.... being a nobody?? How is being myself and typing huge (daily blogs might I add) being worthless?? Obviously I have something I think I am worth of if I am typing away about it all day.... everyday... my life is full of [i][b]worth[/b][/i] and [b][i]being somebody... [/i][/b]Maybe I'm a complete computer geek with too much time on my hands... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... :oops: ... seriously I do... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... but everyday that goes by I am thankfull for many things.... and to be called completely worthless and a nobody... by somebody who is obviously a nobody and worthless.... really chaps my ass.... anyways the asswipe went on to tell me to shove my head back up Cyber's ass where it came from..... OK... this really rubs me the wrong way cus you don't come onto my blog and start rambling off random bullshit just to piss me off... you get one shot... I hope you enjoyed it... cus your shit ain't being posted on here anymore....

I took the time to tell the fucker that I don't have my head up Cyber's ass.... HIS head has been implated there for too long.... and I told him to pretty much fuck off!! Well he had the nerve to write me back.... this time... unless you saw it before I erased it... you won't be reading his cruel and very uncalled for words.... you may consider me telling some fucking schmuck to fuck off cruel and uncalled for... but I happen to think it is very called for especially when someone uses such nasty heinous words..... YOU NEVER CALL A WOMAN A WHORE!! I don't care what the fuck you think you are trying to verbally prove... but you have no right to call someone a whore when you don't have a clue who they are.... and if you are basing who they are off of how other people address them.... you are the most ignorant person I know.... so I don't wanna talk to you... FUCK OFF!

Ahhhhh... once again... a moment of happiness.... another dumb fuck gets an earfull for making assumtions about me.... I was gonna take a pix of my (hot) ass and write a big KISS IT on it....[i]ha ha ha ha[/i].... but I figured it would just draw more trash to my blog... ain't looking for that shit... just good nice friendly people... so far I guess I've only met one asswipe.... I am sure there are more... but I figure why look for them?? Today at work was slow.... the weather has been shifty and I think people don't like to venture out when the weather is unruley.... I think it's gonna storm tonight... ooooohhh sexy... I love thunderstorms!! Anyways... we watched a nice little movie called "Hidalgo" about a man and his horse..... very moving if you have love for animlas and have one yourself... the whole time Daddy was saying how much he wanted a horse when he was a kid but he was deathly allergic... might still be?? He doesn't know... whichj could be bad for us if we ever wanna go somewhere horseback :( awe so sad.... that would be romantic to go horseback riding on the beaches of Costa Rica.... but it could be deadly to Daddy.... :cry: wah!! Anyway... it was a touching film... a good watch by my part... a little slow... so don't watch if sleepy....

Another day another dollar.... I find myself saying that alot lately.... :? haven't in awhile... but then I haven't worked for 6 months or more... I got lazy and used to the highlife... ahhhh... so now I gotta sit at work all day and do shit all... but thats all fine... what else where we doing?? Sitting at home??... It's better money working .. but boring.... once we get the perks of home here (cable and internet).... it won't be so bad.... well... I got a bunch of shit to still do before another lovely day of my life begins.... until tommorow take care peeps.... & peepettes... [i]he he[/i]

peace

Piece of meat ... signing in!!

08.20.04 (10:50 am) [edit]

[b]Thursday, August 19th, 2004....[/b]

Ahhhh... had a great morning... got a good work out in... even managed to lose a few on the scale (even better :D ) which is good b'cus I have been feeling abit heffer lately... even though I am far from it ( :? or at least the people around me tell me that) [i]ha ha ha[/i]... trying out new eating technique... "Eat Whenever I Want (as long as it's low cal low fat)" Technique... and lately I've been eating almost all day... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... but I am losing weight faster and more consistantly this way than my "Save ([i]or should I say[/i] Starve) Yourself Until You Can't Wait To Eat Any Longer" Method... plus this way I don't feel so shitty that I have been eating.. as long as the scale keeps going down I don't care... but actually since I haven't seen great results in months it has got me to thinking that I am happy with the way I look... Daddy is more than happy... and I can still fit into (most of) my closet.... I guess I just have some stupid fasination with being a scrawny girl like an Olsen or something... well maybe not that dramatic... but maybe someone scrawny.... I always dreamed of having tiny thighs... but as the years go on the thighs grow with you.. and it becomes a really hard thing to lose if your not into doing a daily "sweat your ass off" workout for at least an hour (or more) a day... 7 days a week!!! Man.. celebs must have some huge motivation... or great genes...oh I know what it is... money $$!!

Well... got home and got a few things off my chest... ahhh.. I love to blog and say whatever I want... it's just too bad that some people have to come around and be dicks about it! But none the less getting to vent about online asswipes is a great way to start your day... plus you feel alot more at ease... I think I was actually a bit nicer to the goof balls that came into the store today... "Uh yuk yuk.. du yer thur werk hur in this hur place?"... :roll: Dumb ass men... they think they are so smart at witty when they see a woman working and admitting to running and owning a store like ours.... and they come up with some stupid question... I think it blows there miniture minds at the fact that a woman runs and operates a business... and a young purdey one at that :wink: ... total hicks.... It seems that lately all I have been dealing with is complete dumb ass men... and I guess dumb ass people in general... or maybe I'm the one that's all fucked up?? It seems that one person around here seems to think so... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I'll self evaluate another time... lately I've been busy fucking the dog at work all day trying to find something more exciting to do with my day... we ordered internet and cable the other day for our store... yeee... now I'll have something to do all day while Daddy is off running errands... well actually he has to start on our home project... Project "Re-paint the House".... I've done my end of it... [i]he he he[/i].. picking out all the purdy colors.. [i]he he[/i].... but Daddy offered to paint the house while I was manning the store... ok.. fine.. but then I am sad and lonely cus Daddy isn't around and I have nothing to entertain me.. well actually I've been into reading magazines.. mostly about celebs.. I know.. how brainless and mindless... but I'm a snoop... I swear one day I'll know the million dollar answer about a celeb. one day... you'll see!!

Well this week was my usual Us Weekly and my Intouch magazines... get them every week... but this week I also got a People.. has Brit and Kev on the cover... awe.. how sweet... actually... how blah and trailer!! I find their relationship to be a huge joke and mistake... if they are getting married this month they are seriously going to regret this in months or years... sooner than later... look at it.. he has 2 kids!! And the picture of her with his eldest child (she's 2, it's on the cover of people) Brit looks like she is a total fake... her smile is like one you'd see a kid get while waiting in line for her for hours for a stinkin' photo.... man oh man... I had a huge crush on that girl and she has turned to shit!! I guess some things do change....

Well home sweet home and time to enjoy my tele and my nice soft couch... ahhh.... kitties have been lonely and playful... running around like mad kitties tonight... maybe their hungy?? We have so much control.... yet these creature still control us.... YA YA.. meow meow... I'm coming.....

Well off for another adventure... until tommorow take care... and have a great one...

peace

Us poor helpless brainless women need some jerk to tell us how it is... YA RIGHT!!

08.19.04 (8:13 am) [edit]

[b]Wednesday, August 18th, 2004....[/b]

Well today I have a bit of a bone to pick... and it has alot to do with one mindless ignorant asshole that I will call "Super jack-off"...[i] I won't give him the satisfaction of mentioning his pathedic tblog name on my blog.... [/i]Super Jack-off came into my blogging world the other day.... I enjoy a good daily read from a few of the well written and thoughtful blogs on here... CyberPal's being one of them... like most of you blog readers out there you have probably stumbled apon his blog once or twice and I always find it to be a great read and I find myself coming back to this blog everyday... sometimes more than once... since he is so great at keeping us all entertianed over on his blog... Thanx CP... your blog is great... BUT this isn't about CP this is about Super Jack-off who has a huge problem with CP... it all started with Cyberpal's blog... a few days ago he had worte about some cyber-bashing going on about him and his blog.... now he goes on to write his opinions and agrees that others have a right to that... all good... but Super Jack-off decides he's gonna highjack CP's blog and type back to all the people who take the time to write to CP and comment to him that they still love his blog.... me being one of them.... I also stated that I wouldn't take the time to even look at the asswipe's blog... it would give him the satisfaction he is looking for... [i]* for the record... still haven't and will never go to your blog Super Jack-off!! *[/i]

Here's how most of the convo went down....

[i][b]"Pursejunkie to CyberPal:
Wow.... holy dyna... you've had quite some action on your blog today!! This fella seems to have a beef... maybe you once called his lady hun or sweetie ... he seems to have major issues with it... and as for the hun and sweetie... I am a very secure woman... I am married and my hubby even reads my blog activities.... we don't find your terms of 'friendship' any more of an offence than saying hello to someone... it's a term of endearment people!! Your blog is one of my daily reads.... keep up the good work...

btw... I didn't even give these asswipes the time of day by reading their blogs... "[/b][/i]

So Super Jack-off [i]of course [/i]replies.....

"Reply to: pursejunkie
first of all if ya were a secure woman-- ye wouldnt stand to be treated like a nonperson anybody off da street with no name - - and besides go reevalute yer marriage coz yer hubby is prolly prayin for some bozo like cyberpal (dreamland dweller) to come along and take ya away and as 4 da asswipe comment ya take a look at that moron husband of yers who took such a foulmouthed jerk for a wife and then see who da real asswipe is
hahahahahahaha"

HA HA HA HA HA ... IS RIGHT... if he only knew who I am and who Daddy is!! And how the last thing that would ever happen would be a man controlling my mind... or Daddy and I parting ways.... and as far as him sitting around waiting for some man to come around and steal me... HA HA HA PLUUUUEEASE......

So I decided to tawnt the asswipe a little more....

[i][b]"Pursejunkie's Reply to Super Jack-off:
Obvioulsy you have some serious issues buddy... and if you actually took the time to READ... which I don't think you know how to since you can't type a single line without a spelling error... or ignorant expression... you would realize that I am a real person and nobody is trying to be a 'non-person' other than yourself.... funny.. I know Cyber's name... does that make him non real?? Who's to say I don't actually know him in real life?? Do you ever think of that?? And as for deciding to bash me and my marriage... which I suspected you would since you seem to have a huge hard-on for being an asshole... he has no worries... I ain't into meeting new guys... don't want another man in my life and never will want another man in my life.... and as for the fowlmouthed jerk I am.... you're no better.... I think your more threatened by a verbal woman... and the only way to fight back is by attacking us on someone elses blog since you can't get any viewers of your own.... I suggest you learn how to write better and get a life... b'cus the only one who seems to be on tblog more than Cyber is you... highjacking Cybers blog....

you LOSER!!"[/b][/i]

I don't think he liked that much.... so he comes back with....

[i]"Super Jack-off's Reply to: pursejunkie
Hijackin cybers blog? loooooooool i wouldnt want to even read his delusional blog anywwayz and as 4ya looool ya see yerself as a vocal woman loooooool wot a joke if ya were vocal ya wouls protest at anyone treatin ya like a piece of meat as Cyber does online, wot? ya want me to call ya hun too ...
ye i get a hard on and mine comes from intelligent blogs and conversations and in that aspect, i find ya as sexy as a barkin dog about to bite cyber's ass looooooooool
fnally, would i want readres like ya in my blog? hell no, ya dont have enough brains to know sense from nonsense... ya go kiss cyber's ass to maybe get on some fucked up hotblog somewhere and ya know ya have nothin to lose either, ya already have no dignity or pride.

now who is da loser?"[/i]

WOW... this guy really seems to have girlie issues.... I think maybe he lost his girlie to an internet guy.... and as for me not having any dignity or pride???? HUH?? Just b'cus you call someone hun or sweetie you're coming on to them treating them like meat?? You're giving your diginity away b'cus someone calls you a kind gesture... [b]better be aware all my friends out there in the real world and the cyber world... I am treating you all like meat by calling you babes and huns!! [/b]*shakes head* if only he knew how much pride and dignity I do hold for myself... and how sexy I truely am... inside and out... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... he'd be kicking his ass... [i]ha ha ha[/i] fucker!

I had to defend myself one lsat time...

[i][b]"Pursejunkie's Reply to: Super Jack-off
anywwayz.. yerself...wot... wouls... readres... are any of these real words?? I think maybe you should go check and see who the intelligent ones are around here... I suggest you learn some english... and as far as being sexy as a barkin' dog... if only you knew buddy... who I was and how sexy I truely am... I think you're the one as sexy as a barking dog... and yes you are highjacking cyber's blog... where do you think you are posting all your shit from?? You barking dog?? Go bite someone elses ass..."[/b][/i]

So of course being the real asswipe he truly is [i](I think the guy just has a complex)[/i] he retorts.....

[i]"Super Jack-off's Reply to: pursejunkie
loool learn english to talk to who? likes of ya inadequate women wannabe's whos whole life depends on strangers callin them sweet names? nah thanks
and take another look at yer life ya sound as misrable as ye rnickname a material junkie who more than probaby touches herself everytime sum bum whistels to the size of her ass walkin down da street.
yea yer a nuttin, a woman wannabe. looooool"[/i]

Well... he's got the last word and I couldn't be bothered with even writing this asswipe back... he obviously enjoys verbally battering people and some how making himself out to look like some intellectual or even some sort of normal human being... I just find it so frustrating when a person can't take the time to even stop and realize that these people are trying to tell you to fuck off in a more verbal fashion..... so this is my way of telling Super Jack-off... FUCK OFF!! And yes you were highjacking cyber's blog and NO I am not a mindless inadequate woman wannabe whos whole life depends on strangers calling me sweet names... b'cus I'm to busy... touching myself alot lately since all I get is cat calls on my hot ass and I have nothing better to do than touch myself when those sexy bums whistle!! [i]HA HA HA HA[/i]..... And I don't need to take another look at my life.... I got all my shit paid for and more... and I don't have to lift a finger all day!! Well enough with that... I just had to get that nonsence out of my head..... what a fuck!!

Well in case you wondered how my day went... it went well.. nothing really overly exciting or thrilling.... just alot of fuming in the head over Super Jack-off.... nothing pisses me off more than a man thinking that all I am looking for is a MAN... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... NO THANX... and nothing pisses me off more than someone thinking I'm some stupid woman that would fall for some joe's pick-up lines.... NO THANX..... and nothing pisses me off more than when asswipe who thinks they know who the hell I am and what I am looking for.... I'll give you a little hint... it ain't a new man....

Well... I've got to go.... I hope all of my pieces of meat are doing ok today.... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... and until tommorow take care y'all

Peace

We gotta get out of this place.....

08.18.04 (8:20 am) [edit]

[b]Tuesday, August 17th, 2004....[/b]

Another nice day outside... and another day at the store... this is really getting depressing... we normally would be enjoying the nice warm sunny weather of today if we had our employee still... but hey... we enjoy our bank account getting bigger... and hopefully before snow flies here we'll be on our way to moving to a much warmer climate.... but that is still months away and we haven't quite found the property that we would like to purchase yet... but we do know... this is gonna be our last winter here... Well this morning was the same as most... to the gym we went... actually this week hasn't been too bad for me and my morning workouts... they seem to be a little less exahusting... but still that hour of motion seems like it takes forever when you don't have a good magazine or television station to watch.... I have to admit now... I'm diggin' Nelly's song "Flap your wings" now... I know I wasn't too fond of it when I posted a few weeks ago... but now I find myself singing it in my head... drop down and get your eagle on girl!!

We got ready in record time today!! We had about an hour to kill before we had to get to the store... so being Tuesday.... I wanted to go and get my magazines... weee... who's on the covers this week?? We go to a local magazine news stand on the very popular Whyte Ave.... right now Whyte is hosting a huge theatrical event called The Fringe.... so there are alot of weirdos wandering the streets of Whyte.... this morning wasn't too bad... just the local pan handlers asking for money... and the scruffy pidgeons wandering the vacant sidewalks looking for what some drunk shmuck might have left behind the night before .... hoping for pizza crust maybe?? The pidgeons look fat... so I think they're not hurting too much in the food department... I felt bad today... I made the man at the magazine stand dig my magazine out for me today... normally they have all the magazines out by now... but they must have been going slow today or something b'cus none of the new magazines were out yet.. so I looked around and found one in the magazine box ready to be put out... so I grabbed it but I couldn't find my other one... I was gonna just leave without the magazine and come back another day... but they insisted on finding it for me... which in no time they did and I was on my happpy way to work.... I guess it pays to be a weekly customer ;o)

Today at work was a bit weird... well not really... but we had an old friend of ours come by the store today... we haven't seen Aide in a long time... Daddy used to work with her 'Daddy' years ago... just recently we were driving to BC... and along the way we came across a group of lowriders (trucks) and Daddy says to me... "I bet thats Ry's red truck".... as we pulled up to the gas station that all the trucks were also at... I waved at a girl whom I thought was Aide... I even yelled.. "hey... Aide.. where's Ry?"... she looked back at me all confussed like 'who's this girl??'... I'm sure Ry got a bit of a talking to that ride... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... really Aide it was just us!!.... I felt like a huge heel for yelling at a complete stranger... or so I thought.... As we continued our drive down the freeway we drove past the red truck again... this time seeing the driver.... and what do you know!! It was Ry!! And Aide too.... we all waved and went on our merry ways... wondering how the others are.... since the he guys worked together we have all lost touch but there she was standing in front of us at the store telling us all about her and Ry and the life that they have now... man it's great to see old friends every now and then... we had a good chat... she helped kill a good hour... thanx Aide.... but once again I felt bad... hmmm maybe I have a complex?? [i]Ha ha ha[/i]... no... I felt bad b'cus while Aide first showed up and was talking to us we weren't looking at her... we were both watching these three girls wander around our store... we've become rather paranoid at the store now... since the break-in and with knowing how much stock gets stolen a year... thanx to lovely inventory... we have been keeping an extra eye out for shady behaviour... also the big thing that rubbed me the worng way about these girls was their fake ass Louie Vuitton bags that they were carrying around like they were the real thing... and I know they weren't real.... how you ask?? Well these girls... whom must have been barely 18-19 yrs old.... were prancing around the store one girl with the ultra rare LV cherry blossom Speedy 30 bag and the other girl had an even more rare pink and white cherry blossom LV handbag... YA RIGHT!! Those bags in combination would be close to $5000.... I really don't think they were real... plus I know they can't be ... unless they purchsed them off ebay... [i]which I think most stuff on ebay is fake too[/i]... I know you cannot get that handbag anymore from Louie Vuitton... it isn't being made anymore... I know this b'cus that was the bag I originally wanted... and asked the LV counter [i]just recently [/i]if they still were available.... but it is no longer in production... hasn't been for over a year... so unless these girls have a huge LV connection somewhere or purchased their bags years ago... which once again I know this isn't the case b'cus their handbags were still beige... why you ask??

* a little note on LV bags... all LV bags that have the beige colored handles or straps eventually turn a caramel color... the beige starts to turn color... indicating a real LV hand bag... so if you see a girl whos got a LV bag and claims she has had it for years and it is still beige colored on the straps... they are full of shit!! All three of my bags have changed colors almost instantly.... and there ain't a damn thing you can do to stop them from changing color... it's the way they are made... plus... if a girl doesn't get a handbag from an original Louie Vuitton store... she's probably fronting a fake too.... almost 99% of LV bags sold outside of the original store are fakes!! Scarey but true.....

I'm a bit of a LV fan... I know my shit... well most of it... ha ha ha... one day I am going to collect them... well actually I'm gonna collect all rare pricey designer bags... and have them all in a pretty closet with little glass cases and names on them all... ha ha ha... ya I'm a goof... I already have my collection started... I got 'Duff' my LV duffle bag... he's the big brute... takes all the shit and keeps on tickin'.... you'd be amazed at what I can fit into him... then there is my first baby... Papi... my 1st LV handbag... Daddy bought him for me... I was so estatic when I got it... I cried... :oops: I'm such a sap.... then there came Purciville J II.... he was an altra special gift from Daddy.... and he is a very special purse himself... an ultra rare bag to aquire himself... I know this b'cus Daddy had to go through hell to get him... I'll save that story for another day... but... that is my small collection... I did want to add a cherry blossom bag to the mix myself... but... they're nowhere to be found and don't trust anywhere but LV to buy my bags... so I guess no cherry blossom bag for me :( feel so sad for me.... ya right.... I don't expect any pity... I do have what I got... which is more than most can say for their purse collections.... most people don't really care about their purse... mine is my pet... my 2nd best friend and like a small child to me... I love my bag.... I guess you can tell....

Well since I got way off topic there with my purse frenzy... I guess I should wrap this up... with saying our night ended very soon.. we were both in bed and esleep by 10... I even missed my show... boooo... and I don't even know who's up for eviction.... I guess I'll find out on Thursday when they do the vote... I know I can stay awake at least until 10... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I'm such a slug.. well hope you all had a great day and are having an even better now.... until tommorow take care....

peace

Another Monday bites the dust...

08.17.04 (6:20 pm) [edit]

[b]Monday, August 16th, 2004....[/b]

Ahhh... the calmness of morning... Daddy and I get to experience this every morning... we tend to be early birds and when we wake it is just beginning to break light outside... we laze around in bed most mornings.... this morning was one of those great mornings.... our cuddles together are often interupted by our big kitty Cuj... this kitty has a fixasion on Daddy and has a very jeleous streak if he is showing interest to any other item other than to him.... it is sad really and irritating.... nothing ruins a mood like a big fat cat staring you down b'cus your touching his Daddy... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I should try to take a pic of this glare one morning... it is priceless... needless to say... I don't get much love when the cat is around... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... actually I should say Daddy gets no me love until the cat is away.... Daddy = mouse?? [i]He he he[/i]... NO... but yes the mouse will play when the cat is away!!

This morning we were able to make it to the gym... and get our regular work out in... we even went in for a tan... when we got home and started to get ready all I see is my two lazy darlings lying around... on the bed sprawled out like road kill was my baby kitty Tawnie... now he isn't quite a baby anymore... but I love to dote on him and call him my baby kitty all the time... it's pathedic how badly I throw myself at that cat... and he doesn't even bad an eyelash.... then on the corner chair is tubby 2xcat Cuji tub tub... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... ya I call my kitty mean names.. but it is true the cat is huge!! He is like 30lbs... seriously.... anyways he was sitting in the corner chair liking his belly... since he can't lean over anymore without the support of a wall ... the corner chair in our room seems to be the optimum cleaning spot... he just props himself up and away he goes.... it's very cute... but I suppose he might not like it too much... but then again... maybe he does?? What guy wouldn't love to eat whatever he wants ... be as fat as he is and still be adored and admired by everyone who meets you?? Plus you can lick yourself... [i]ha ha ha[/i].... our cats have the life!

So while I was getting ready all I can hear is Cuji cleaning himself and getting all primped up for his long day of sleeping.... yuk! Do any of you have a pet that grooms itself in front of you?? It sounds disucusting! And my cat cares to do this almost every morning while I am getting ready... I think it's his way of bonding with me... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... he primps while I primp.... sometimes Tawnie joins in on the fun and Cuji and him primp each other up... double yuk! Anyways... this morning was no primp fest at my place... Tawnie cared to snuggle up in bed and Cuj didn't prmp for long... and we were in a rush to get oout the door... like most mornings we are in a mad rush in the mornings to get out the door... thanx to our morning snuggle fest with our kitties... maybe we should get up earlier?? Ya.. right!!...

So our day at the store was alright... filled with olyimpic coverage... thank gawd for something to watch on no cable!! All we get is two fuzzy channels... one french and one english and they are both the same thing!! So all they show during the day is olympics right now... us proud canadians... so watching our athletes... een though they didn't have faith in themselves... I heard somewhere on the television or the radio that the olympic canadian team had no ambitions to get any medals.... I'm sure the athletes themselves set personal goals but the overall feeling was mutal.. no hope... just go for the fun and sport of it.... typical Canadian way... but hey... low and behold we won a medal!! See... we are contenders afterall!! Better watch out world... grrrrrr...... rrr...rrr..r :lol:

Our night ended with smothering love from our kitties and early to bed... another day another dollar.... just too bad the days couldn't be shorter... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... when was the last time you heard that?? Hope you all had a good start to your weeks.... until tommorow take care...

peace

Now why did I put this bikini on again???

08.16.04 (6:14 pm) [edit]

[b]Sunday, August 15th, 2004....[/b]

Today turned out to be a georgeous morning... the sun was shining and the birds were chirping... and we were gonna hit the beach no matter what.... a bit bummed when we looked at the weather website..... today was forcasted to be 30... or so was the forcast on Friday... on Saturday I didn't hear much... but the saturday didn't nearly get as warm as they estimated it would the day before... so I started to thinking... our day today might not be so great if I'm going by friday's forcast.... and it turns out the weather has changed... now it is supposed to be 25 and few clouds... ok... still barable.... so we start to pack up....

We hit the stores on the way out of town... you know.. get magazines and floaties for the water... we have a whole day of watery fun planned ahead of us today! We managed to find air materesses still for sale... since our lovely summer season lasts so long here in lovely Alberta.... picked up a real perdy one.... it even has hook ups to add accessories if need be... maybe a floatable cooler may be called for ?? [i]heh heh heh[/i]....
Now it's off..... off to the beach... we have all we need from town so we head out west to a Lake... it's about an hour... maybe less to get to the beach... the drive was great... all the warm sun rays hitting our exposed skin spots... man just sitting in the sun driving out to the beach reminds me of being a kid and growing up by the beaches in BC....

When we got there we realized that maybe we should have bought or brought a bigger air pump..... this air matteress is going to take forever to fill up!! So after an hour... huff huff huff.... puff puff puff... and a whole lot of pumping the tiny hand pump in between.... we finally had the air matterss blown up.... yeah!!... Just un momento Daddy... I got to piddle... so while I was away at the biffy... Daddy checked out the "lake"... :lol: WHAT A JOKE!! Compared to where I grow up... this beach was a joke.... so.. when I get back Daddy mentions... "we should have checked out the lake before we blew up the air matteress..."... "Why?" I ask.... "Take a look at it... and you tell me..." as he goes back to his magazine and starts to mutter I ain't goning in there.... well after my inspection of the beach... I ain't going in there either!! You had to walk through about a foot of scungy seaweed that is riddled with duck shit and snail shells that are all cracked open with exposed rotting snails half eaten and hanging out of their half crushed shells of homes.... just to get into water that is riddled with some strange slimey looking seaweed.... UHH NUH... I ain't going in their... and Daddy agrees.... so we ended up laying in the sun sucking up as many rays as we could stand before screaming children and bugs started to invade our quite area of the beach...

We decided to drive around and take a boo at a few more beaches along the lake we went to and surrounding lakes.... nothing that would remotely suffice as a BC beach... HURUMPF.... I guess we'll just have to wait until we get time off.... more than 2 days.... maybe we'll venture to a different lake and area next weekend if it is nice... I hear Sylvin Lake is nice.... the lake is a touristy lake I am sure it is well kept up... at least better than the lakes around here are... I think... anyways... we had a good time no matter what... even though we didn't get to do what we set out to do.... with our beachy adventure behind us and another long week ahead of us I can't but dream of packing myself into my friends suitcase and go on vaycay with her next week.... if only the store would burn down... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... just kidding... but still a girl can drream for a day of or two!!

With my one and only day off this wee behind me... I look forward to another exciting week off... well... exactly this... rambling and typing... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... well.. I hope y'all had a good weekend... our was great.... until tommorow... take care

It's Saturday... why am I so frustrated??

08.15.04 (6:17 am) [edit]

[b]Saturday, August 14th, 2004.....[/b]

Well... like every morning we got up and went to the gym... today was still a geogerous day out... all week has been lovely and I have been staring out our store windows yearning for a day off and whatdya know... tommorow is our day off!! Yeah!... but that is still a whole day away.... and today we have a short shift at the store so we at least get a bit of an evening... even if we don't end up using it... we still have an extra few hours to play if we wanted to...

With an uneventful morning under our belts we had our shift to work... not much really happened at work today either... we rented Kill Bill Vol. 2 .... good show... I found it to be better than the first Volume and it covered more of the story... helps you really peice the movie together.... other than that I pretty much sat in the office and watched the olympics on our fuzzy screened television we have in the back office.... we don't have cable at the store or internet... booo!! So I have convinced Daddy to get cable and interent for the store... it will help make the days a little easier to manage when it is so slow... I say manage meaning... I won't be bored out of my fricken mind all damn day anymore!!

This is where my day got a little spicey... well I guess you could say I got a little hot under the collar.... you see Corkey showed up at the store today... and Daddy and I had had a descussion about tonight and if Corkey wanted to do something he was welcome to come over to our place and watch some Trailer Park Boys with Daddy and I... since Corkey has never seen the series we thought it would be a great way to kill an evening... well I went out to run some arrends at one point of the day and Daddy made plans with Corkey... I had no idea that a plan had already been put into motion.. so when Corkey shows up at the store I start to think Oh Shit!! I gotts go to the grocery store to pick up some food... we (Daddy and I) had decided earlier we were gonna have a BBQ... but now Daddy is talking about ordering sushi.... ?????... grrrr... this is when I start to get irratated... why you ask... well b'cus we had already discussed burgers abd BBQ... now they are talking about sushi... which is fine by me... but we have no take out menu at the store and we don't know what Corkey likes to eat when it comes to sushi and I ain't going through the whole f'n menu with the waitress over the phone... b'cus I know the boys ain't gonna call to order.... so I say.. "I thought we were gonna do burgers?"... Daddy replies... "Okaaaayyy... we talked sushi but if you want burgers we can do that"... If I want burgers?? Huh?? I thought the plan was burgers all along!! Grrrr... this is really when I get defensive b'cus I can't truely voice myself b'cus of the audience we have (meaning Corkey standing there).... so our back and fourth banter went on... and his complete lack of knowledge on our previous conversation we had earlier about the burgers... starts to piss me off... I don't know about many of you out there... but I get extremely frustrated when I get "I dunno" for an answer... and it seems like every other answer out of Daddy and Corkey's mouthes was I DUNNO... Grrrrrrr... I could so scream and yell at them at the top of my lungs... but they would both just sit there and wonder why I am so pissed at them.... to this moment I think they still don't really understand why I was so pissed at them..... So I left the store in pursuit of burgers and maybe a bit of happiness.... I could scream and scream and yell... but I don't think the people in the other cars would appreciate listening to me scream while idled at a stop light... either that or they might think I need some serious mental attention.... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... but really all I needed was a break from the 'I dunno' brothers....

Got the food... got some drinks... had a nice long smoke when I got home (I left Daddy to close the store... he can get a ride back with his I dunno twin)... as I chilled in my smoke elements and chilled out while readin my e-mails and blogs favs.... I got to thinking... why did I get so mad at those boys?? It's not like I totally tore into them like 'Old A' would ('A' is me by the way).... Old A was one nasty biotch.... she would rip into any verbal fight at anytime... she was ruthless and very talented at saying biting scathing remarks and quips at those who pissed her off.... I'm not like Old A anymore... I prefer to be the nice girl everyone wants to be around... but some days Old A wants to fight... and tonight was almost a case of Old A wanting to get it on....

Well the boys showed up... looking like dogs that have been yelled at ... they both scurried by me with a quick glance up to say a breif "hi" and then off to outside they ran... I feel like such a heel now... I lost my cool... and now I seem like a big fat freak!! But after we all sat down and started to drink Corkey realized I wasn't mad at him... but frustrated about the lack of not knowing what the hell was going on... plus I mentioned the I dunno thing really pisses me off.... that seemed to have cleared the uncertain vibe that was lingering earlier.... the reast of the evening went well... we all had a blast watching our shows....

Uneventful really... just another day of me... hope y'all are having a good weekend.... I get mine tommorow!! Yeah! So until tommorow... take care y'all....

peace

I know something the gym doesn't know.....

08.14.04 (8:59 am) [edit]

[b]Friday, August 13th, 2004...... [/b]

DUm DUm Dummmmmmm.... Friday the 13th... today is usually a day of mystery and excitment... accidents and mishaps... or so the old saying goes... I find that most of this Friday the 13th hooha is all made up in most people's heads.... like take Daddy's Papa (his Grandpa... but they call him Papa) for example.... Papa used to be a fireman... and he had a really bad accident one Friday the 13th.... he almost lost his entire top half of his head!! Anyways... ever since that day he has had a fear of the date.... so now whenever Friday the 13th comes around he stays in his house all day and doesn't do anything for the fear of losing his head again...[i] ha ha ha[/i]... well I don't know if it is exactly that fear that keeps him in but I do know that he is afraid to do anything or go out on Friday the 13th..... poor fella.....

Our day was anything but off.... we were up and going at our normal time... we got to the gym... did our thing... and even sqeezed in a tanning session..... while I was leaving the tanning salon this guy pipes up and says...."hey... I know you!".... :roll: real original buddy... I'm thinking in my head... besides... can't you see I'm not in the mood to be picked up?? .... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... I'm always the girl to think that the guy is hitting on her... hey... it's usually true... but in this case.... he then goes on to say... "aren't you Nick and Melissa's friend??... From the gym?" ..... Ahhhh!! Yes... yes I am... relived that I didn't have to come across as a snotty bitch to get rid of the guy.... I try to mudder out his name.... "ya.... I'm her... I remember you from Missy's b-day party... you're....".... "Jay" he pipes up.... oh ya.. Jay... how could I forget that?? That's my brothers name... I guess I'm not one to remember random men's names in bars.... random girls' maybe... but men... in one ear out the other.... anyways... getting off topic.... Jay starts to tell me that Nick and Melissa got engaged!! Wow.... thats great!! I always thought Missy was a good gal and Nick is a great guy... they look happy together... I have been wondering about Nick b'cus I haven't seen him at the gym lately... Jay tells me that they took a week off and went to Kelowna BC.... the place I grew up in... He popped the question downtown central city park... by the lake... awe... what a romantic guy Nick is.... so I ask... "does anyone at the gym know?"... if the look on his face could talk... it would say... oh shit... I think I just let a cat out of the bag.... I told him... "no worries... his secret is safe with me".... but.. I did get to jump around a bit and say... "I know something the gym doesn't know"... [i]he he he[/i]... tommorow at the gym will be great... I can sit and stare at all of the employees and know I know something they don't... [i]ha ha ha[/i]

Thinking about engagements and getting engaged in Kelowna made me think of my two times getting engaged... yes TWO times... same guy... but two engagements... the first time Daddy and I got engaged was in Kelowna... in City Park too ... none the less..... it was ill fated.... we were both young.. 19-20... I wasn't in the right frame of mind to handle the thought or the responsibility of owning a house and being a wife and popping out kids... everything D (Daddy's mom) was trying to push on us... especially me.... I ran... I ran away back to home where I could get my head on straight and think about my future.... needless to say I came back to Daddy's loving arms.... what a sweet guy... but... no more ring... no more engagement... just starting off fresh and trying to communicate better... that was the problem... I thought everything D was saying was what Daddy wanted.... but no... Daddy didn't want to get married right away... Daddy doesn't want kids... Daddy just wanted to start his future with me ... thats all... so we decided... no more parental guidence... we talk to one another and work through our fears together!! The second time we got engaged I botched the whole thing up... I kinda feel bad for Daddy... the first time we got engaged he could tell I was uneasy... the second time I totally blew his secret... he wanted to surprise me with sticking my new ring into something special... but I wouldn't let up about what was in his pocket that he was fondling oh so much... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... it was the ring folks... the ring... get your minds out of the gutter!! [i]ha ha ha[/i]... anyways... he then proceed to go to the car to "get something" .... when he came back he asked if I wanted to go for a drive.... "sure!"... I say.. wink wink... whatever is this boy up to?? When we got into the car... he had put my new ring (he designed two rings for me).... inside of Mini Charlie on the dashboard of my car (Mini Charlie is the mini likeness of the big Charlie.. my car).... a georgeous... platinum ring.... it's was amazing... I didn't think he was ever gonna trust me enough to give me a new ring... but he did... and we are happier today than we have ever been in the past... and the key to that is communication.... it's the key to a great relationship people!!

Well... I kinda got off topic of my day... but you got a little story about me and learned more about my life I guess... so no harm no fowl on today's blog.... the rest of the day was boring... we sat at the store all day... and pretty much came home... and went to bed.... what a lousy way to start a weekend... while everyone is probably whooping it up.... we're the old fuddy duddies sleeping at 10... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... oh well.....

Hope your weekends have all started with a bang!! Have a good one y'all..... until tommorow... take care and stay safe....

Peace

I guess I'm just tooo nice

08.13.04 (8:08 am) [edit]

[b]Thursday, August 12th, 2004....[/b]

Well... same old same old with all my morning routines.... you know.. gym.. blog.. get ready... blah blah blah... ya.. what an exciting life I lead... [i]ha ha ha[/i]... [i]ya right[/i]... I have decided not to post my weight... well at least not until I can get it to a common gound which I am actually getting stats from and not just yo-yoing back and forth.... huh?? You're probably wondering what that just ment... what I mean is... everytime I take a day off (from the gym)... or eat more than what I normaly do in a day (of dieting) my weight jumps right back up to the weight that I started with... like for example... I was soo good all last week... everyday work work work.... I even ate good.... then came Saturday night... I didn't eat a tonne but I did have four drinks... at 250+ cals a drink.... then on sunday I was too tired to go to the gym... so we took the day off.... ate what we wanted that day.... not our usual pig out (like we used to) but we did have 'regular' foods..... come monday morning I was back up to my starting weight.... again!! Grrrr.... so like I said... I'mma only gonna start posting my progress... once I start seeing signs of it.... which in my case hasn't been recently.....

Well... our afternoon was work... work and more work.... Daddy put the final touches on his security bars.... I don't think any idiot is gonna try to come and get a new girlie anytime soon... and I sat around doing dick all... pretty much sat there waiting for the people to start rolling in.... they did... we were surprised.... the weather has been super nice around here lately and that is sometimes a deterant for spending... it seems that people would rather be outside doing things than spending.... go figure!! But.... today was an exception... we had a pretty good day when we rung out tonight.... not bad for a day that you thought was just gonna drag cus there wasn't going to be any sales..... but I must admit... I spent most of my afternoon and early evening sleeping in the back office.... oops :oops: poor Daddy... oh well... he hasn't been around the store for more than a few hours all week so he can man the till for a change....

OUr night winded down like always... tv and sushi.... tonight was BB5... bye bye Jase!!... He was a bastard anyways... glad to see that guy gone..... speaking of bastards... I forgot to mention... this week a bastard that I just recently posted (post: could this week get anymore emotionally draining?) about came back into my life... again... Derek the kick boxer instructor came into the store on Monday... all in hystarics cus he can't figure out his Adobe programs... "why can't I print my PDF's?" is his issue... now... I don't know what system he has or how he is doing things... so he asks... "can I bring my laptop in and YOU can fix my files?".... Hmmm.... what would Daddy think or say??... I know he hates this guy and I don't really like him much either... but I am a big softee and can't say no.... so I sheepishly say.."welllll... okay... I'm here all day tommorow."..... GAWD.... what have I done?? Daddy isn't gonna be happy about me giving my free time to this ass... and I don't wanna come off as a big bitch... so what do I do?? Well he came in the next day.... and I fixed his files... even showed him how to do it himself.... and he was off and happy as a little camper and I didn't have to come across as a huge bitch... plus Daddy wasn't around so he didn't have to deal with the guy... so no harm no fowl right??? Who knows... this may come back in my face one day.... but for this week... I feel okay about helping out.....

On that note... I'm gonna help myself figure out what to do tommorow to entertain myself and give you all some good stuff to read about.... so until tommorow... take care y'all and peace!

MISSING: NIKKI

08.12.04 (8:14 am) [edit]

[b]Wednesday, August 11th, 2004....[/b]

DING DONG....... DING DONG...... (at 4 in the morning)
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